Dear Diary...

septemeber 17

I am not the nicest person right now so I greatly appreciate if I wasn't talked to because I want to cuss at you and like fuck you up in like stab your eyes out because you haven't talk to me since eight in the morning and now you are magical talk to me it's so fucking annoying just know that this is in my notes so yeah

Now you're mad at me for god knows what. 😂

Asking me what I'm doing is such a trivial question that I don't often ask you . If you aren't volunteering what you're doing why ask. I could be mad about today which I am but who cares. If you're doing something you aren't supposed to I'll find out. Have another girlfriend good for you, you wouldn't need me. At the end of the day I'm living my best life. Just as you are.

Just so you know I made my instagram when we were apart. If you say I'm living for me you must be too because although you told me about it. You never once asked did I want the password or anything. That's all you boo. I don't get why you blocked me but alright. Might as well block my number too. I'm so over under and done with the shit already that it's possibly pissing me off. I care for you but I cannot keep dealing with this. I'm not gonna feed into the negative energy if that's what you're trying to pull of here. I'll still come and see you and everything but I'm gonna make it clear when I walk in the door that I will not tolerate headassness.

Thanks to you my last two birthdays have been so fucked up. by you at that. I just wish I never met you sometimes. Meet you in a couple amazing dreams but never in real life. In another universe I probably didn't but maybe I wasn't happy with that. Don't get me wrong I'm greatly appreciative of your great qualities. So in the end I just say fuck it all. Do I love you of course I do. But I don't know this new you and he's definitely breaking my heart💔🖤