It's 12:37am and I'm going to sleep night😩
9:51am: I'm awake now. I'm annoyed as well. My own fault but who gives a shit. I just want all of this over with. I feel so drained. I don't wanna go to work today I just wanna sleep but who cares. I guess I can tell that I'm cranky and not feeling well. I'm just so over the day and it has yet to start. I'm hungry. I feel like I'm drifting into a what ever happens happens state and I completely could care less. I'm just so over all of it. My anger isn't there I'm just annoyed maybe it actually anger but who really can tell. I'm just gonna do the best I can to keep my head up and in the game.
I'm still the same person, but I'll be happy with or without you. Not saying that I don't need or want you it's just something I'll have to learn to be happy with if that's the case. What I don't understand is how I could wake up so annoyed when I had a pretty nice dream and I can remember it. Maybe because once I knew you left that it was time to come back to reality.
Today is just so fucking stupid already fuck the universe
I react before I think. Before I fully get a chance to process and that the not smart.
Today turned out to not be so horrible. I got my period though. And my head hurts a little.
I hope you're alright.
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Dear Diary...
Romancethis i my diary with some names changed and or left out completely. judgment free zone. I just need sage and I'd be great. feel free to ask questions or leave kind words in the comments and vote if you can relate or want me to continue.
