Dear Diary...

august 6

It's its 12am exactly. It's our day and I miss you but I know this time apart is for the greater good. That doesn't change the missing you. I've grown a little and I still have a ways to go. But I also hope you get the positive vibrations from me. I've been keeping myself occupied. I'll eventually watch soul eater maybe. But I'm trying to keep away from the tv. I already have the music to fill my ears while I'm working and I try to keep that to a minimum. My face is brave my body is strong and my heart and soul are 10 miles away with you. Just don't you be stomping on it or I'll kick your ass.
-Sage

It's 4:15am and I'm just laying here in this bed my body hurts and I have yet to sleep which is kinda a problem. I know that you're outside and that's pretty okay. I just hope you aren't getting hurt in any way. Hopefully by the time I get to see you you'll know how to ollie. I just wanna rest But I cannot because these stupid bugs are freaking me out.

*why say there's a rumor instead of telling me what the deal was?*

I stayed awake long enough to know that you're at work so goodnight|morning  its 5:11 am btw.

I woke up at like 9:12 ish this morning only running on 4 hours. I've seen that you've been out I don't actually care. But it makes me feel stalkerish and I'm not really with that. Im feeling sleepy yet energized I did some of my sugar wax and my legs hurt like hell. I'll finish that Wednesday.  I wonder how it will feel on virgin valley. Oh well it'll likely hurt like hell too. Today's pretty boring its 7 ish right now so yeah. Clearly I'm bored.

*what made it me and not her?/*

I'm just gonna try to get rid of this phone call it a night or whatever because it's really bugging me. Digging a large hole for myself to be buried in when I lose my mind and my heart. These holes keep getting deeper🧠 my brain hurts so bad it makes no sense.