Secret

Chapter 34

Chapter 34: Idol

No, Yoongi didn't slip, he really didn't! They were filming the new video clip for crying out loud! It was just, the stylists had given him this snow white sweater and it was so shiney and cute so he wasn't really in big space anymore either. Jungkook never had those kind of problems, they never dressed him in cute things, only in super cool and fancy things! On top of that, Namjoon was looking so extremely good! The cute sweater, being jealous of Jungkook and a very good looking Namjoon, everything just made it so hard to stay in big space. "Namjoon-ah" Yoongi whispered when they were having a break from filming. "C-can you help me to not slip?" "Are you close to slipping?!" Namjoon answered surprised. "We are filming a video clip! You can't slip right now, we have to make A.R.M.Y proud!" "I know I know, it's just this sweater... It's so cute! Do you think I can keep it?" Namjoon looked at the sweater Yoongi was wearing. He had seen it already ofcourse, his heart had skipped a beat when he saw his boyfriend looking so extremely cute but cool. "Eeh, I'll ask the stylist noona if you want me to. Are you big enough to act cool while filming?" "Thank you, I love you! And I think so yeah." Namjoon started to blush when he heard those three special words but otherwise didn't let the other know what Yoongi had said. "I love you too. Is there something I can do to keep you in big space?" "eeh... Just keep calling me hyung I guess? I'm not even sure." "I'll do that than hyung, if there is anything else I can do just tell me." "Will do, thanks Namjoonie." Which made Namjoon blush once more. 

Jungkook at the mean time had his own problems. No, he wasn't close to slipping, on the contrary, he was having rather mature thoughts about that one freaking smirk from Jimin they just filmed. Taehyung had filmed it from the monitor to send it in the groupschat and Jungkook had been looking at it ever since. Jungkook had always thought he was straight, and he always believed that he could never crush on one of his fellow bandmates but ever since the fake love video clip filming he had been looking at Jimin differently. He had also noticed that his little self was getting more clingier to his main caregiver. But he couldn't be crushing on Jimin, he was straight, really! However even saying to himself that he was straight was feeling weird right now, it just didn't feel right. 

Around 10pm they finally finished filming the new music video. Both Jungkook and Yoongi sighed from relieve. Yoongi walked over to Namjoon to ask again about the snowwhite sweater. "Namjoon-ah, can I keep the sweater?" "Yes you can!" Namjoon said with a smile and Yoongi also started to smile. "What made you so happy?" Hoseok asked when he saw Namjoon and Yoongi. "I can keep the sweater!" Yoongi said happily. Hoseok noticed immediatly that his hyung was close to slipping and realised that the sweater was probably the cause. "Why is Kookie looking sad?" Yoongi asked, slowly slipping into little space. Namjoon and Hoseok turned around to also look at Jungkook when Yoongi said that. "Heey Jungkookie, is something wrong?" Hoseok asked when he saw what Yoongi meant. "Don't be sad Kookie!" Yoonie said, before running towards the maknae and giving him a hug. "Jeong happy!" Yoonie said, using his own word for hyung. "Thank you Yoonie." Jungkook said with a smile before looking up to his hyungs. "There is nothing wrong, don't worry, I'm just very tired." Namjoon and Hoseok bought that excuse very easily, after all they just had a very exhausting filming day after all. 

It was true that Jungkook was tired, how can you not be tired after filming, aka dancing, for a whole day long, but that was not the reason why he was looking sad. He was fighting with himself, and mostly his feelings. Because of that he also didn't want to slip. He didn't want Kookie to deal with Jungkook's problems. Something like that had only happened a few times before but every time it was horrible. Jungkook didn't like it when he slipped in baby space (unlike Yoonie who they have seen in baby space a lot) but when Kookie had to deal with Jungkook's feelings, Kookie would often slip into baby space by accident. "Hey Jungkook-ah, are you okay?" Jimin asked. He just came out of the dressing room and saw Jungkook looking sad and deep in thought. "Yeah, I'm fine, just tired." "Than why don't you slip in little space?" Jimin said before mentally facepalming himself. He shouldn't tell Jungkook to slip because he himself wanted attention from the younger, it was wrong but Jimin couldn't help himself. "I might later." Jungkook said to not dissapoint Jimin. "Just be sure to warn me or any of the others when you slip." Jimin said with a smile. "I'll don't worry hyung!" 

Namjoon and Yoonie were both in the dressing room because Yoonie couldn't dress himself alone, and on top of that Yoonie was being a bratt and refusing to take off his snowwhite sweater. "Yoonie, we have to get dressed so take of your sweater." "No! Yoonie no wanna!" "Yoonie." Namjoon tried again but a little bit stricter. "You can have the sweater but you have to take it off right now so we can wash it." "No wannaaaa" Yoonie whined, slowly slipping into a smaller headspace. Namjoon sighed, he didn't want to get mad at his Yoonie but he had no choice because they had to give the sweater back to the stylists before they could take it home. "Yoonie, I'm warning you, if you don't take of the sweater right now you'll have a time out when we're home." Yoonie looked at Namjoon and started to whine and pout before taking off the sweater, he didn't want a time out because he wanted to cuddle with appa! "Good boy." Namjoon said with a smile. "Do you want me to put on your shirt so we can cuddle?" and Yoonie nodded with a smile. It wasn't fun to take of his sweater but the promis of cuddles made everything better. When Yoonie and Namjoon were both completely dressed Namjoon picked Yoonie up and put him on his hip before walking towards the van. Yoonie put his head on Namjoon's shoulder and slowly slipped in baby space because he was so tired. 

Jin looked at Namjoon and Yoonie before he started to coo. "He's so cute in little space." Jin said when Namjoon and Yoonie where close enough. "I know right!" Namjoon said with a smile. "By the way Namjoon-ah, when are you gonna tell me the reason that Yoongi is never sleeping in his own bed again?" Namjoon looked at Jin with shocked eyes before he started to blush. "Eeh... eeh... Yoonie likes to sleep with me?" Namjoon answered while looking at his shoes. He had known that they couldn't keep their relationship from Jin long. Jin had a sixth sense or something for finding stuff like that out. "I'll just wait till you are ready to tell me the real reason." Jin said with a wink before settling himself down next to Taehyung. 

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A/n: I'm so sorry for the bad, short and late chapter but I was too busy streaming IDOL!! I'm completely in love with the song (and all the other new songs on love yourself: answer)! Hopefully my album will arive soon!