Secret

Chapter 46

Chapter 46: Namjoon's bad day

Namjoon wasn't often sick, on the contrary, he had probably been sick least of all the members. But today he woke up feeling horrible, his head was hurting and he was sweating buckets. He looked on the clock and saw that it was only 4am which made him groan. Yoongi woke up from Namjoons groan and looked at him confused. "Joonie, what's wrong?" "I feel like shit." Yoongi shot up and put his hand on Namjoon's head and his own, trying to feel the temperture. "Oh Namjoon-ah, you are burning up! I'm going to wake up Jin." "No, don't! We have practice tomorrow so they all have to sleep enough, just let it be, it will be over by tomorrow!" Namjoon pleaded. Yoongi looked at Namjoon with doubt, "But... You are looking and feeling very sick..." "I'll really be fine tomorrow! Let's just go back to sleep!" "O-okay..." Yoongi said worried but he did lay back down and tried to sleep again. 

At 6am Yoongi woke up again and saw that Namjoon looked even worse than before. Namjoon was obviously having a fever dream which made Yoongi so worried that he slipped into little space. "Appa, appa?" Yoonie whispered with tears in his eyes. "Appa auwie?" Yoonie tried again but Namjoon wouldn't wake up. "Appa wake up!!" Yoonie now almost yelled because he was so scared but Namjoon still wouldn't wake up because his fever was so high. "Appa, Yoonie get Jinnie" Yoonie said very scared while crying and he ran towards his and Jin's room. "Jinnie, Jinnie, up! up! Appa no wake up!" Yoonie cried next to Jin. Jin shot up almost immediatly when he heard Yoonie cry and it took him only a few seconds te be full awake. "Ssssh Yoonie, sssh, what is wrong?" "A-appa no w-wake up" Yoonie hiccuped in Jin's arms. Jin picked  the little up and walked over to Namjoon's and Taehyung's room. "Namjoon-ah, are you okay?" Jin asked as soon as he walked into the room but Jin didn't even need an answer. Jin put Yoonie down, who immediatly run towards his appa, and walked over to Namjoon. "Namjoon-ah, wake up, you are having a fever dream." Jin said after he felt how warm Namjoon was. Namjoon did wake up this time because Jin was talking way louder than Yoonie and felt absolutely horrible. Yoonie immediatly gave Namjoon a very big hug while he kept crying. "A-appa no up, A-appa up!" Yoonie tried to explain. "Sssh, it's okay little prince." Namjoon said softly while he kept laying down. "Namjoon-ah, how long have you been feeling like this?" "I don't know, I woke up last night and felt bad but I thought it would go over." Jin sighed at the answer and shook his head, "You should have just came to me and I would have given you some fever medicine!" Namjoon looked down in shame. "I'm sorry hyung." "Appa icky!" Yoonie said when he finally decided that he could let go of his appa again. Both Jin and Namjoon started to laugh. "Yes Yoonie, Appa is icky." 

When everyone was awake it became clear that Namjoon was very sick and that he definitely couldn't come to the practice and studio today. Yoongi was no longer in little space because he had fallen back asleep. "Who's going to stay with Namjoon today? He's too sick to stay home alone." Jin said when everyone but Namjoon was sitting around the table. "I will!" Yoongi immediatly said. "I can work on some lyrics and music at home anyway." What Yoongi didn't say was that he was still feeling a little bit little so he was rather at home anyway. "Mhm, okay, you'll call if anything happens, right?" Jin asked. "Of course hyung" Yoongi mumbled. "Make sure hyung eats something like soup!" Jimin said a little worried, he would always worry the most about his fellow members. "Yes yes, I'll be fine guys." Yoongi said, a little dissapointed in the lack of trust from his best friends. "Are you sure you won't slip into little space?" Jungkook asked. This time Yoongi blushed a little because he wasn't sure if he could keep himself from slipping, but he was going to try. They didn't need to know that though. "Yes Jungkook-ah, like I said, me and Namjoon will be completely fine!" "If you say so hyung" Taehyung said, still not convinced. 

"Joon-ah, how are you feeling?" Yoongi asked the sick giant on the couch. They had been alone all morning so they cuddled and lot and Yoongi made sure Namjoon was feeling good the whole time. Namjoon didn't mind to be taken care of for once instead of taking care of. "I'm feeling better than this morning, thank you Yoongs." "No problem" Yoongi said with a smile. "I got some soup for you if you want, it's lunch time already so it's beter for you if you eat a bit right now." "I'll try to eat a bit." Yoongi walked to the kitchen and started to warm up the soup he had made earlier that day. When the soup was ready Yoongi out of nothing felt the extreme urge to slip but he knew he couldn't right now, he had to look after Namjoon this time, not the other way around. Yoongi took the soup back to the living room and put it down. "Are you not going to eat yourself?" Namjoon asked confused. Yoongi only just realised that he had been so focussed on not slipping and on taking care of Namjoon that he forgot the take care of himself, making him feel like slipping even more. "Y-yes but I forgot." Yoongi said fast and he walked back to the kitchen. Namjoon immediatly heard the change in Yoongi's voice, it was softer than usual and Yoongi would only stutter if it had something to do with little space. Namjoon knew that Yoongi wasn't used to taking care of people, so it was probably very hard for him right now, which made him want to slip. 

When Yoongi came back from the kitchen Namjoon saw the signs of little space even better. Yoongi sat on the ground instead of on the couch and he talked less and less. "Yoongs, if you want to slip into little space, you can, I can look after myself, really!" but Yoongi already shook his head. "You are sick! It's my turn to look after you!" "You have already looked after me for the whole morning, I'm feeling a lot better so you can really slip. It's not good for you to deny your little side." "I'm not denying it Namjoonie, I just wanna look after you for once!" Namjoon sighed but decided to leave it be, he understood that Yoongi felt bad for always having to be taken care of. Instead he thought it was smart to send Jin a fast text message saying that they should come home as soon as they could. Jin of course answered with a panic filled message but Namjoon explained the situation very fast. 

An hour later Taehyung came home. He was the only one who was already done with practice and didn't have to record anything so Jin sent him home. "Hello!" a very cheerfull Taehyung said while walking into the livingroom. Yoongi visually relaxed when he heard the younger come in.  "How are you doing Namjoon-hyung?" "I'm doing a lot better than this morning, Yoongi has been looking after me very well." Yoongi blushed at the compliment but didn't say anything. "Good to hear! Yoongi-hyung, how are you doing?" "Fine" Yoongi almost whispered and Taehyung immediatly understood what Jin had explained. Namjoon looked at his boyfriend and sighed, seeing how he was still refusing to slip. "Yoonie, come say hi to Appa." Namjon said with a smile and that was the thing that pushed Yoonie into little space. "Appa! Yoonie wook after Appa!" "Yes Yoonie, you looked very well after Appa." Namjoon said and Taehyung cooed. "Thank you for coming home so soon Tae, he needed this." "No problem hyung, I don't mind looking after the both of you." "Taetae pway!!" Yoonie whispered while tucking on Taehyungs sleeve. "Taetae pway with Yoonie and Appa watch!" "Of course little one" Namjoon and Taehyung answered together. 

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A/n: Thank you so much for this idea @ArtisticWind!! It's definitely cute :D