The Group Chat 2 [Slow Updates]

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'How are you still conscious?'

'You know me ..' I coughed. 'I'm not a weak nigha.'

'Yes you are, you're the weakest nigha I know. You just think you're bold and tough because you act like you don't care about things and keep your feelings inside. You said it yourself .. I know you. And I know that all you wanna do right now is cry under one of your friends and drink until you're numb .' She said, pacing the floor and smirking at me.

'I don't drink anymore.'

'I believe you .. you're such a bitch now.' She laughed and pulled a pocket knife from her boot. She stepped closer to me but I wasn't intimidated. I wasn't scared at all and if I'd die, so be it I guess.

I couldn't take my eyes away from the little girl behind her. She had to be about five or six. She stared at me with a blank facial expression and her eyes seemed so familiar. They were a really bright hazel.

'Don't look at her.' Nijia snapped and pointed the knife at me. 'You don't deserve to look at her.'

'Why you got a kid in here? ..Who is she?' I groaned, feeling a harsh pain in my chest and loud thumping rushing through my head.

'You know who she is, don't play dumb. Irresponsible bitch.'

'Watch yo fuckin mouth.'

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'I thought you were stopping this.' Erin snapped and snatched the bottle of Hennessy from me.

'Chill .' I said, grabbing it back before taking a swig.

'No, you need to chill and get yourself ready. I thought you said that we all were going out. ' She stated and took the bottle back from me. She poured the rest of it out in the sink before tossing it in the trash.

'Why you keep fuckin wit me?'

'Why are you in here drinking up bottles of Hennessy?' She asked me and sat on my lap. She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. 'Tell me what's wrong.'

'If I would've got outta this chains I would've killed her. ' I thought aloud. 'I would've killed her right in front of my daughter and I would've left like nothing ever happened.'

Erin didn't say anything but continued to stare at me. 'I killed the mother of my kid ..and at the time I didn't give a single fuck because I ain't even know about her. Now I feel bad cause I made a bad choice.' I sighed. 'I can't even look at Auyden without feeling guilty.'

I sat back and laid my arm on the island, searching for my bottle of liquor but remember that she had just trashed it. 'Why you pour my shit out?' I asked, getting annoyed.

'Because you don't need it.' She shrugged and gave me the same intimidating look that I give her sometimes. 'Babe it's not your fault that you didn't know about Auyden. You had to do what you had to do and it was either her life or yours. I know that sounds harsh but it's the truth because you know that if you wouldn't have killed her, she would've came back and killed you. I wish that things could have turned out for the better so that she could still be alive to see her child but that's not the case. This is life and we all gotta deal with it. I'm sorry baby.' She said before kissing me on the cheek.

'Can you please just come get dressed? Auyden's starting to get impatient and I think you need to get out of the house for a little while too.' She said. I nodded before picking her up and carrying her upstairs.

Dope

'Tell me a story Dopey.' Nyier cheesed and I stared at her, confused as to when she even got here.