"Heol."
"And that's that." I grabbed the soju bottle and downed the last of its contents
"I can't believe he did that. Yoon-- okayy, suga would be able to do that. Are you sure?"
"I hoped not." I wiped my tears away and opened a new bottle.
"I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind!" Jisoo stood from the chair and ready to go but I grabbed her back down
"He doesn't know."
"What?!" Both rosé and jisoo yelled
"I was so angry ok?! And hurt."
"I was ready to spit fire at him thinking that's what he has done after knowing about your situation but he doesn't even know? He deserves to know! You didn't even give him the chance to chose you." Jisoo grabbed a handful of popcorn and shoved it in her mouth out of frustration.
"How can I? He left without even saying goodbye! That was his choice, wasn't it? And besides... I did try to tell him." I took a large intake of breath, getting ready to relive the greatest heartbreak I had.
"When I found out that I was expecting, eventhough he left me like what we had was just a dream with no explanation, like you, I still think he deserved to know..." jisoo and rosé were listening to me intently while eating popcorn.
"So I went out of my way to see him personally since it won't cut through letters or phone calls or text. I was happy, nervous and scared at the same time. I missed him so much...." tears pooled up and my voice shook as I relived the past.
~~ 4 years ago ~~
"Miss are you ok?!" A nurse ran up to me and helped me up.
"Yes. Just... just overwhelmed." She helped me stand up and lead me to the nearest chair
"Wait a minute." She ran to get something and came back as she went
"Here." She gave a bottled water and I thankfully received it
"You can do it just fine." I stopped drinking and looked at her and I don't know why I felt like tearing up
"Hey, don't cry. The baby will feel it." But what she said made me cry instead.
I wasn't feeling well for the past few days, my mood swings had been awful and I feel sick every morning. Knowing the symptoms and haven't had my period since last month, I was scared but I had to confirm so I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. No one was there with me, I couldn't tell anyone including my fellow trainees who had become my best friends so I immediately went to an ob-gyn and really confirmed it. I am already going on the 3rd month. I subconsciously touched my stomach and now that I have paid attention to it, I can feel my bump.
"I... I don't know how to tell my parents." Just thinking about it made me want to not go home
"It's gonna be hard. But hey, your parents will be angry, that's a given since you're young but they'll soon learn to accept it. They can't do anything about it"
"But I'm just 18! And my boyfriend.. my boyfriend..." I haven't seen yoongi for 2 months now. I haven't heard from him since... no, he's not like other guys.. no. I sobbed
"Shh. Calm down... breathe in... and out." I stopped crying and followed her instruction to take a breath.
" I was 16 when I was in your position. People will surely judge. But hey, they don't know what happened closed doors, they don't know why we did what we did. Is your boyfriend with you?" I slowly shook my head.
"I mean not here. But you know, are you still together?" I contemplated but I nodded yes.
"Good. I know you're scared to tell him, but whether or not he'll be with you 'til the end he deserves to know. Then what he'll do after you tell him, that's when you know how he really feels about you."
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✔ Your Bias is my Ex!
FanfictionTrying to move on when you're so broken and ripped to pieces was hard enough. Him, leaving something for you to remember him by forever, was even harder. And people talking about him everywhere you go, seeing and hearing him in every stores you go t...