✔ Your Bias is my Ex!

Chapter 36 - Twin Logic

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I don't know how many days I've holed up myself in my room but I've gone blank.

"You don't deserve her." B.I's words repeated on ny head like a broken vinyl record. And maybe he's right.

When we were together I only gave her pain but is it wrong that I still want her? My tears have dried, my eyes hurt.

I turned to my door when a knock came. They didn't disturb me and just let me be. Are we needed at the company? Good thing our fight wasn't publicized due to jinyoung and jisoo. I still worry for her though, she's still my friend.

"Go away." I weakly said. The door opened and I immediately fixed myself when I saw who came in.

"Appa, are you sick?" Sky and woozi scanned the mess on my room. I looked behind them to see if any of my members will come and get them but none.

"We sneaked in. They didn't let us in for days already. We wanted to see you." I went to them and squatted to be on their level.

"It's messy here, can you wait for me outside?" They both shook their head

"Shiro. You won't go out." I sighed and pat their heads.

"Appa.. is not feeling well." They looked at each other and I was suprised when they both leaned and gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Are you ok now? Eomma is also not feeling well. We did that and she's okay." I smiled

"Today is a very special day. We want to be with you today no matter what." I titled my head

"It's our birthday." I was shocked and looked at them

"What? Stay here." I quickly made my bed and let them sit there. I ran out of my room and look for my members

"Jin hyung!" Jin hyung accidently threw the knife that hit the wooden wall, just an inch above hoseok's head.

"Omygghaaaa." Hoseok's legs gave in as he sat on the floor. Hand on his heart

"Don't shock us like that!" Namjoon scolded, holding a broken chopping board?

"Hyung! You're alive!!" Taehyung dramatically cried and hugged me.

"Help me." They all stopped and turned to me

"Do you want to find jennie noona?" Jimin asked

"No... Yes... No, I mean not now. I need help to celebrate the twins birthday." They all formed an O with their mouths

"So you're going to pick them at school and take them here?" Jin had his hand on his hip

"No. They're in my room." They looked surprised

"They should've told us it's their birthday. We would've barged in your room ourselves." Namjoon

"Alright everyone! Yoongi, go take the kids somewhere. Namjoon and I will be grocery shopping. Hoseok go buy gifts. The rest clean up!" The maknaes protested but shut up when jin hyung pulled the knife from the wall and glared.

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"Does it still hurt?" Woozi asked as he held my bandaged hand.

"Ani. It's painful somewhere else." They both looked at each other like they knew what I meant.

"Appa, can we go to the han river?" Sky looked up in hopes

"Sure. Wherever you wanna go princess." They pulled me at the farthest bench by the river and looked around.

"This is nice. No people around. Appa, can you tell us a story?" They were seated on either side of me. Swinging their tiny legs from the bench.

"What story?" I looked at the river and it calmed me.

"This story..." woozi held my bandaged hand and raised it.

We were silent for while and I sighed. I closed my eyes and felt the wind hit my face.

"Once upon a time, there was Mr. nobody who had big dreams but his family was against those dreams." I started and they listened attentively.

"He met Ms. Someone who taught him how to play the piano and it made his dreams bigger, this time, with her." I could feel myself tear up but I blinked it away

"They were good together, they fight sometimes but they'd always come back to each other. But one day. Mr. nobody's jealousy got the best of him and accused Ms. someone, his pillar, cheating on him. Breaking her." My voice broke as I recalled her pained face. The twins silently ate their sandwhich as they listened

"He became somebody but was not feeling complete. He just found out that the guy he got jealous with was her long lost brother. Which she talked about ever since they were little." I chuckled bitterly

"So what happens now?" Woozi sips on his juice.

"He lets go." I looked up the sky and inhaled.

"Let go like he'll say sorry and not go for her anymore?"

"Let go like he didn't know and just let her life be than go and messing it up again."

"Hmmm.. so mr. Nobody still just thinks about himself." Sky nodded to herself.

"What? He lets go cause he doesn't deserve her, like what her brother said."

"Exactly. He's just thinking about himself which proves the point of samcheon."

"Samcheon?"

"I mean that ahjussi? That brother" they're just kids. What do they know? I smiled and shuffled their hair

"Mr. Nobody is stupid." Sky pouted

"I agree. I mean he says all his reasons but it's all just excuses." Yoongi just shook his head as the two rants on

"He hurt Ms. someone but does he really know what's on her mind? No. Cause he just continues to think of himself." I stilled and listened to them mumble

"He's a coward."

"He's just avoiding to hurt her more." I don't know why I have to defend myself

"Yeah cause that will make her hurt less. He already hurt her. That's it. She should be the one to decide if she gets hurt more or not." My brows furrowed.

"Appa, it's like this... woozi and I fought because of a misunderstanding. Let's say it was my fault. When I found out, do you think I will not say sorry to woozi just because I think he will get mad at me and mock me for my mistake?"

"I'll be mad already cause I tried to explain but she won't listen. Since she already know what really happened and cleared the misunderstanding, I'd like it better that she admits to her mistakes. If I get angry at her or mock her, it is my right. Don't take that away from me just because she assumed what I'd do or say cause she's not me." Woozi continued.

"Mr. Nobody has no right to assume what ms. Someone will feel. Only she can do that. Well, we can't do anything about it if mr. Nobody is such a coward. Is he really afraid it'll hurt her more? Cause it seems he's afraid it'll pain him more." My jaw dropped at their logic.

"Do you think mr. Nobody will be given a second chance?" I quietly asked

"I don't know. I'm not ms. Someone, am I?" Only jennie can tell

What they said made me think deeply. We got home and was surprised by the members. The twins were very happy and had fun until they needed to go home.

"Appa, if you know Mr. Nobody, tell him that he don't deserve her if he's such a coward."

"At least let her slap him or yell at him since it's his fault anyway. He deserves that."

"But it is Ms. Someone's decision if he deserves another chance. Not himself."