"Just think of happy thoughts." We're still stuck inside the elevator for about an hour now. Damn it!
"What?" I can feel him squinting based on his body language, I can only see his silhouette.
"You're claustrophobic right? Just think that you're in your bedroom and about to sleep." I'm thankful he didn't come any closer.
"Oh right! Phone." I could feel myself hyperventilating. He can't see me! He surely will if he gets his phone!
"I'm scared!" I cursed myself in mybhead multiple times as I felt yoongi's body stiffen under my touch.
"Uh.... uhm... don't cry." I faked sob to distract him from getting his phone. I took advantage of the fact that he can't see me clearly even we're this close. We can only see our outline
"Shhh... I'm not a singer, but erm... I'll try to sing. You can laugh." He chuckled and this time I stiffened when he carefully wrapped his arms around me. My hand clutched my heart to keep it from beating abnormally fast as I bit my lips.
"Do you have any groups you like?" I took a glimpse of him and he was just staring at the doorway like the elevator would just magically open.
"Oh, so you won't shove your group down my throat?" I can't help but tease. Just this once... let me be selfish. A tear escaped my eye and I quickly wiped away when I felt his should shake when he laughed. I never thought I'd get to hear that again
"Even I have my favorites. And no, it's not our group." I closed my eyes tightly as I let myself give in. Just this time. Please.
"Kyaaaaah! Something touched me!" I yelled and hugged yoongi as I cried for real, but not the reasons he thought.
"Nothing's here. Just me. Just us... shh.." but I continued to cry. I sobbed and he started rocking his body along with mine in a gentle manner. Like a parent would to her kid.
And then he started to sing a song I recognized. I couldn't help but cry silently cause it's a song I've ways wanted to hear from him... G-dragon's Untitled.
🎶 I know it's hard and difficult
To come into me
I know you're afraid
And don't wanna be hurt anymore
Even on the day I left you
I made you cry with cruel words
But I regretted it as soon as I turned around, I'm sorry 🎶
His voice shook a bit and I felt myself hope he was thinking of me but I instantly scolded myself. No, I won't ask for anything else. This is enough for me.
🎶 Please, just once more
If I could see you again
I don't care if I lose my everything
I wish I could meet you in my dreams
And love you again
Just like this
It might be easier to die
Than to receive your forgiveness
I'm singing this song
But I don't know if my true feelings will reach you 🎶
I'll forgive you... but I don't know if you'll forgive me..
🎶 I hope you'll be happy
I couldn't even say those common lies
I'm only praying that you'll come back, I'm sorry
Please, just once more
If I could see you again
I don't care if I lose my everything
I wish I could meet you in my dreams
And love you again
Just like this 🎶
Right now is that dream yoongi. This right here is only a dream. I'll forget it when I wake up but for now let me dream deeper.
🎶 Now it's over, it's the last time
I can't believe it
I can't let go
Cause you never know
Someone like you for me, someone like me for you
There won't ever be a love like that again
Nobody knows
We always know
Please, just once more
If I could see you again
I don't care if I lose my everything
I wish I could meet you in my dreams
And love you again
After this time passes
And I only I can forget everything
Those memories, those happy memories
Or in the next life
I hope I can meet you and love you again
Just like before 🎶
As he sang the last line, the elevator moved down and the door was slowly opening. I quickly detached myself from him and kept my head down. I said my thanks and ran out to taehyun who immediately covered my head with his coat, like a celebrity being covered from the media.
"Heyy. Shhh.. I'm sorry it took a while." Namtae rubbed my back as I sobbed. I couldn't take it. My heart felt like it's been pricked a million times. I couldn't breathe properly. We're already put in the open but it's as if I am drowning. I felt more suffocated than I was trapped inside.
"Shit! Jennie!" I heard taehyun call out in panick as my vision turned black.
--
"Ya yoongi! Snap out of it!" I blinked and I felt a tear on my cheek. I cried? I quickly wiped it away
"Hyung, are you okay?" Jimin helped me up cause when I tried, my knees gave in.
"It must've been so scary! I would've died if I were you!" V freaked out.
"Here hyung, drink." I said thanks and accepted jungkook's water.
"Aisht. That's why I hate riding elevators! Scenarios like that creeps me out!" Jhope tsked and ushered me out to the exit where our van is.
"Aw! What is it?" Jin rubbed his nose that his the back of my head looked to where I was looking. I was craning my neck around the placeooking for something... for someone.
"Did you hear that?" I heard someone call her name.
"Hear what?" Namjoon probed.
"Someone calling a name..." jennie.
"Whose name?" Namjoon looked at me confused. They actually all looked at me with their brows furrowed. I heaved a sigh.
"Nothing... I'm just probably hearing things." I dismissed as I rubbed my temple. I started walking but I noticed they were rooted on their spot.
"Wh-what things?" V looked around and readied himself for combat
"Ya-yah yoongi! Stob it." Jhope clinged to jin as he also looked around
"BOO!" the maknae laughed when namjoon, jin, jhope and V raced to their van. I laughed with him when I eyed someone running inside the building with a stretcher.
"Did something else happen?" Jimin followed my line of sight, to where the ambulance was parked in front
"Not that we know of. You are very lucky, among three elevators in the building, only the one you were in got broken." He chuckled and I playfully punched his biceps
"Yah! Yoongi! Jimin! Jungkook! Ppalii!" Jin waved his arms
"What took you so long?!" Namjoon scolded
"Seemed like someone is being rushed to the hospital." Jungkook explained
"It might be the girl with you...wait! You were alone with a girl!" Jhope teased
"Shut up! I know what you're thinking!" I glared.
"What? what am I thinking?" I rolled my eyes at him although thinking about it... is she really the one being rushed to the hospital? I got worried at that thought but immediately slapped myself. Literally.
"Wooah. No need to hurt yourself!" Hoseok chuckled and I grabbed V's neck pillow and threw it at him.
"It must be the after effects. You need to rest." I leaned back and rest my head on the window.
No one can make my heart beat like that aside from jennie. Must be because that's the longest time I've been with a girl alone since then. I shrugged it off and closed my eyes.
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Y'all can watch Ysabelle's english cover of GD's Untitled above. I want full ver 😔
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