Chapter 39 - Closure

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I carefully looked left and right, when I see no sign of him or his members, I ran to my cubicle and quickly packed my things.

"You look stupid, you know that." I straightened up and gave namtae the middle finger

"How cute." I don't have time for his sass right now

"You already met, at least have a poise." I unconsciously straightened my back, chest out and chin up.

"There you go." I strutted my way out and said goobye to my main bitch. I got out of the elevator to the parking lot. I unlocked my car using my keys and saw it light up from a distant.

"You changed your car." I jumped at his voice. I turned to see him leaning at the pillar.

"I didn't mean to scare you." He scratched the back of his head and smiled awkwardly. Adoorableee. No jennie, stop.

I coughed once and ignored him. I walked to my car and opened door to get in but he closed it back. I can see his reflection on my tinted car window.

"Speak." I turned to face him which was a wrong move. My heart is jumping out of my chest. I trained my eyes on his neck instead as I watch his adams apple bob up and down. I bit my tongue.

"Get in." I opened the backseat door when I heard a car going our way.

"You have 5 minutes." I looked at my watch as I closed the door to my backseat. I just realized we're in a closed space, alone. Again.

"I tried to find you." He silently said as he looked over to the window on his side.

"I thought I should just give you time but you left without a trace." I know it's hard for him to open up his mind, especially admitting to his mistakes

"You're the one who pushed me away remember?" I clenched my jaw. It was silent.

"3 minutes." He inhaled and when I looked at him, I froze. Tears were streaming down his face.

"I... I don't know if you can forgive me. I.." he sobbed and looked away. My heart broke. I thought I'd hate him when I see him, it made me so afraid. But now, I know I can't have myself do that.

"Why did you do that? Did you know what went through my head those times yoongi?" My voice cracked. Maybe this is what I need. A closure.

"I gave myself to you! You didn't contact me for months! Months yoongi! We're in the generation where sex means nothing to some guys but you knew how much it means to me. It terrified me when I woke up the next day without you. You didn't even leave a note nor a text." I wiped my tears and looked down.

"That day.. I received a text for an urgent meeting with the company so I.. I left immediately but I planned to go back. I thought it'll be quick but it turned out, we needed to stay in the company cause we'll be debuting soon. They confiscated our phones so I couldn't get back to you. I knew you would understand. After a week, I couldn't take it. I knew what must've been running on your head so I snuck out." What? I looked at him and he looked back at me

"I came to see you. I... I saw you down the street not too far, but far enough from the company that I won't get caught. I bought you flowers. You did not see me, you were looking at your phone. I followed you in a coffee shop to surprise you but you called out oppa to some guy I didn't recognize. You ran to him for a hug and I can't bare seeing what will happen next..." I gasped as I recalled the memory. I was hugging hanbin when I hear a commotion, when I looked back, I only saw the door closing. My tears fell.

"My anger got the best of me. I'm a jerk I know! I know..." he slapped his palms on his face

"You assumed... omygod yoongi!!" I yelled. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall

"I was hurt okay! I'm seeing you with a guy I don't recognize! And you looked like you were about to kiss him on the lips! I was in pain jennie." His tears kept flowing.

"He was my brother!"

"I didn't know!"

"You didn't ask!"

"I was a coward okay?! I was afraid to go near you. I was afraid that if I asked, you'd tell me what I didn't want to hear. Cause it'll break me more."

"So you chose to break me instead." He stilled. His hands reached out to my face. He inched closer and rests his forehead on mine. He sniffed and wiped his tears with his shoulder, while his hands wiped mine.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I know I caused you pain and knowing that, kills me." I held his hands and cried some more.

"I loved you so much." I whispered

"I love you still." I looked up and my defenses broke.

🚨 WARNING: Rated Scene Ahead


His lips caught mine and I kissed back. Letting him know that I want this too. God! I miss him so much.

His tongue trailed my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I opened it for him and moaned. Our kisses intensified by the second, making up for the lost times.

We're hungry for each other. I didn't notice that I've already took off his jacket and shirt, leaving him topless. My hands roamed his body as his kisses trailed to my neck. His hands went in my blouse and groped my breast. My hips bucked up. I'm straddling him. He groaned and it made me shiver with lust.

I started grinding and I felt his member harden. I moaned his name. He laid me down the backseat and continued to dryhump.

"Faster yoongi" he hit the spot and I drowned in ecstacy. I wrapped my legs on his waist.

I felt his hands lifting up my shirt then I remembered my scar. I gasped and stopped his hands.

He stopped kissing my chest and looked up. I held his hand and kissed his lips.

"Oohhhhh uuhhh" I can feel it. I'm getting there.

"Fuck!" He sucked on my tongue, making me loose my senses.

I convulsed from my orgasm and he grinded faster and faster, his body shook then he dropped above me.

No one spoke. Only our ragged breaths can be heard inside my car that now smells.... different.

"Your phone." He propped up his elbow, I bit my lips and searched for my phone and handing it to him. I watch him call his number and returning my phone to me.

"I'll call you. Text you. I'll see you." I nodded. He kissed my forehead and sat up. He helped me up and we fixed ourselves.

"Drive safely, text me when you get home." He tucked in a strand of my hair behind my ears.

"Yoongi.. I.. I have something to tell you..." I contemplated

"Shhh.." he put his index finger on my lips

"I know." My eyes widened and my head snapped up to him

"What?" I asked, breathless

"Your brother gave me a heads up. It's ok if you're not ready to tell me yet. Take your time." He opened the door and I got in behind the wheel. He bent down and gave me a longing kiss before shutting the door.

I started the car and watch him walk backwards. He's waiting for me to go. I drove and watch him through my side mirror. He waved bye and put up his hand in a call me sign. 🤙

I drove down the road and when I was far enough, I pulled over and rest my head on the steering wheel.

I remembered what happened earlier and I blushed hard. I can't help but dance a little and squeal like a fangirl.

There are only two things that is bound to happen in a closure. That is being back to each others arms, or go in separate ways.

He's back. And he's mine. Again.

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