Sometimes you can't fight your feelings.

Chapter 31

"Who the fuck was that" I heard
Shit
"Caroline, what are you doing here" I stammered
"I thought I would bring you something to eat" she said holding up a bag "but what do I find you being all cosy on the phone with some fucking whore" she screamed
The guys all turned round and I saw Kerrie making her way over
"Hey guys wanna go somewhere private and yell" she said
"Yeah sorry Kerrie" I said
"Why are you always fucking apologising Luke" Caroline screamed
I grabbed her arm and took her into the sound room. She can scream all she wants in here
"Caroline calm the fuck down will you" I said
"Who is she Luke." She said sitting down
"Caroline she's....."
"Is it her from Crash" she shouted
"I can't lie to you anymore, yes it's her"I said
She lunged at me
"You fucking asshole, I just knew something was up. Your never off that fucking phone" she said hitting me
"Caroline sit down and stop hitting me." I said trying to calm her
"Who fucking is she Luke" she said a little quieter
"Her name is Harper"
"Fucking Harper, and how old is she because when I seen her she looked fresh outta college. Is that what your into now"
"She is 25. Listen Carol. Things between have been off ever since you know"
"What ever since I cheated" she snapped
"Yes Carol ever since you fucking cheated. I loved the bones of you you know that and then you fucked someone else. So I hope it was worth it because it has ended us" I snapped
"Luke I thought we got through that"
"You thought wrong I tried I honestly tried but even when I seen you with Nilla I felt nothing. The only reason I never filed for divorce was because I didn't want the boys being dragged through all this but Caroline I can't do this anymore" I said rubbing
"So what are you saying. You want a divorce" she said genuinely looking sad
"I'm sorry but yes. I will make sure you and the boys get everything you need but I can't continue this" I said
"So this is it. I loose you to a 25 year old home wrecking whore who you have known all of five fucking minutes" she said
"No you lost me to your fucking tennis instructor when I came home and found you screwing in our fucking bed" I shouted
"So do you love her. Like you loved me" she said sarcastically
"No I love her more" I said staring right at her
"Well congratu-fucking-lations But if you think I'm gonna make this easy for you then you can think again." She snapped
"I wouldn't expect anything less from you" I replied
"But Caroline please don't tell the boys until I speak to them." I said
"You can tell them tonight well that's if you don't have plans"
"I did but I can change"
"Letting her down already, it won't be long till you come crawling back" she said heading to the door.
"You can collect the boys from school and tell them when you get back"
"Ok. And Carol I am sorry but you can't help how you feel" I said
"Fuck you luke" was her parting comment.
I sat there with my head in my hands. Not because I regretted my decision but for what I was gonna tell the boys.
The door knocked it was Kerrie
"You ok" she said patting my back
"Yeah I told her. I feel good and shit at the same
Time. Are you ok if I shoot off early I need to collect the boys and take them home and tell them." I said
"Luke it's fine. They will be sad my mama and daddy divorced when I was there age. They will be sad but they will adjust. Just make sure you don't leave them out or cuss there mama in front of them" she said
"Thanks Kerrie"
"No problem" she said hugging me
I grabbed my things and told the guys I had some personal things to sort out. Carter grabbed me on the way out
"You did the right thing buddy. Oh and does Harper have a friend" he laughed
"Trust you and yes she does. You will meet her in Atlantic City" I said walking out the door.
I had to call Harper and rearrange tonight
She answered after about four rings
"Hey baby" I said