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NINETY

nick

i shouldn't even be at this party.

i had too much on my mind, and all i wanted to do was go home and watch a disney movie and play with my toys or some shit so i could get my mind off of everything that was going on with me and tay, but i decided to go because i thought it'd be a distraction, but all it did was make me think even more.

i haven't talked about it in the group chat, because i knew all the niggas in there would do is make jokes and memes about it, but i'm stressed out because tay has a court date next week for that time he pointed a gun at jay. the charges hadn't been dropped, and there was a huge chance tay would be going to jail for a few months.

that's why i couldn't enjoy myself. why would i enjoy myself when i knew that in just a week, my boyfriend would most likely be behind bars?

i know he did it to defend me, but i had to think there was another way....

so i was that boring bitch that sat on the couch and sulked while everybody else had fun. not even gazzy inviting me to go play "truth or esketit" moved me.

i was about to just text tay and tell him i was ready to go. i got up and went to the front closet to get my jacket, when i was stopped in my tracks by somebody i thought i ain't have to deal with no more.

"so nick, you wanna explain why you running around telling everybody about what happened between us?"

i turned around and my eyes met cordae's. i really thought that after he left the groupchat and we broke up and blocked each other on everything, i wouldn't have to deal with his ass anymore, but i guess that's not about to happen.

"nigga what? what are you even talking about?" my voice was dismissive. i really didnt care what he had to say.

"you heard me. because of you running your mouth, now people are calling me a yeehaw and making incest jokes about me."

"and that's my fault how? i didn't tell anybody besides the niggas in the groupchat, and that's old news. that happened way back when you was still in the group chat so i don't know why you still mad."

"because niggas keep harassing me about it!" he exclaimed, causing some people to turn around and stare at us.

"i don't care! now gone and talk to somebody who give a fuck. talk to jay lisping ass, i'm sure he'll care more than i do."

i was about to say something else, but the front door opened, tay walking inside and catching us arguing.

"aye, i can hear yall from outside," tay stated, "dae, why the fuck is your ugly ass out here yelling at nick for?"

"this don't have nothing to do with you," dae rolled his eyes. "it's a family matter."

"oh, you think you oh so funny huh? c'mon, why don't i take you for a ride and we can talk a little bit," tay said, putting his arm around dae's shoulder and basically forcing him to leave out of the door with him.

"we'll be right back nick, i gotta talk some sense into this nigga real quick," tay announced, as i noticed him whispering something into his ear which was most likely a threat.