february 13th, 2019.
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wifisfuneral: yall i miss jahseh
xanxiety: join the club😔
lilpumpjetskii: mbn for jasseh two be here😔
lilpumpjetskii: im a jerod now😔
cloudyskies: i think we're all jared now😔
smokepurpp: have any of yall been checking on stokeley?
smokepurpp: he been real quiet lately..
xanxiety: he probably just doesnt want to be bothered, he just lost his boyfriend
comethazine: true
lilpumpjetskii: somebody should check on stockly, i hope he's okie
jaredwrld: i went over to stoke's earlier and he's fine
jaredwrld: he hasn't stopped showering since jah left
jaredwrld: he only leaves the shower to sleep and eat
comethazine: uh-
cloudyskies: maybe he thinks that if he's clean then jah will come back??? idk
comethazine: tomorrow is valentines day i feel bad for stoke :(
comethazine: he won't even be able to be with jah for it :(((((
jaredwrld: have any of you seen michael lately
xanxiety: no actually.....i havent seen him in a few days
gothboigus: i was going to ask the same thing
gothboigus: michael hasn't been around in a while
jaredwrld: i went to his house the other day and he wasn't there, i tried calling and texting but he's gone
jaredwrld: what if that demonic energy or entity or whatever the fuck made michael leave too
jaredwrld: if michael is gone too i wont be able to take it
wifisfuneral: calm down jare, i'm sure michael wouldn't leave without telling you
wifisfuneral: he's probably fine...i hope
lilpumpjetskii: i hope mikeall didnt commit not alive :(
jaredwrld: im so fucking worried where is michael
comethazine: have you talked to his mom
jaredwrld: yes and she said he was at "one of his friend's houses" but we're his only friends and none of us have seen him.
jaredwrld: i'm going to kms bye
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stokeley was spending his time in the same place where he's been for the past 3 weeks - in the shower. it's gotten to the point where his mother had to force him to stop showering because he was running up the water bill - so he decided to just clean everything up instead. he cleaned so much that he would have to make a mess again just so he could keep cleaning.
it sounded stupid, but constantly cleaning and showering kept him busy, and kept his mind off of jahseh.
it didn't really help, considering how the smallest things reminded him of jahseh. a bag of doritos, a pyramid, the color blue, the timb logo, the word positive, knives, everything reminded him of jahseh, and he couldn't help but break down whenever he thought of him.
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sus ✧ multi
Fanficwhere jahseh creates a groupchat with a bunch of other "straight" guys to share memes and jokes but it explodes into a frenzy of feelings, relationships, heartbreak, and of course, homosexuality. [published 7/24/18. finished 1/23/19]