Okay so the reason this is "family ISH problems" is because it has to do with my family but they don't really know about it.
Oh Lordy. I had to go to the bathroom so I got out of bed and I had a really bad temporary cramp( I just drank my first PSL of the season and I can't be the only one who gets coffee poops. That was TMI.) and then I got to my bedroom door and I was so dizzy(I haven't eaten anything today but also I woke up at 12:30 ish) so I stood there for like 5 seconds just leaning my head against my door to get back to normal. Anyway back to the story
I was at my cousins birthday party with my sister and my cousins friends(and my cousin obv) and there are like ZERO straight people there. I call myself bisexual but, if you read the last "chapter", idk what I really am. So I ended up telling my little sister I'm bi and she told me she's pan. She ended up coming out to our mom over text at 2 am(She was obv asleep). My older sibling came out as non-binary and questioning on insta earlier this year, but they told me like last year while we were downtown walking to a vintage store.
Anyway, my sister hasn't told my dad yet but I also haven't told anyone in my family except my cousin and my sister. But APPARENTLY I didn't have to really tell my cousin because she APPARENTLY has gotten a vibe from me since we were FIVE YEARS OLD.
Anyway... now I feel pressured to be straight because I know my parents will love me anyway but I feel like they'll be a little weirded out or confused or disappointed or something that they won't have a single straight cis child.
I tried to tell my friend this and I got up to the part where my sis told me she's pan but then another friend of hers came up to us and started talking to her while I was in the middle of talking(my friend immediately turned all of her attention to the other friend)so I just kind of shut up and went to class (this was at breakfast).
So now when I want to tell someone something I just kinda spill all of my tea here.
YEET
