Well... My anxiety has been heightened significantly since I moved schools. Don't get me wrong, my friends go to this school, but there are so many people. I've never been expected to do so much in my life. With that, I'm also constantly getting into fights with my dad over the dumbest things. Some of my friends stopped hanging out with me. I would ask people to be my friend if I didn't have social anxiety. There are only two things keeping me out of a depressive state right now. Those two things are my everything. Some people make fun of my love for a KPOP band but that's one of the things. I discovered BTS about a week or two into summer. I've been so much happier ever since. You would be able to ask any of my friends from 6th grade about how I acted and they would say that I was quiet, extremely serious, aggressive, and all around "emo." The fact that BTS actually cared for their fans is so touching. Others just want you to buy their stuff do they get rich. BTS even made a song, Pied Piper, in which they tell us to do our school work and take care of our bodies. I know they don't know that I exist but the fact that they are real people that really care makes me so happy. 미안해. I rant too much. Ok. I'm done.
