everything is fine about that thing. the person cut her off and i feel bad but i didn't do anything. i feel like i forced her into staying with me even though i didn't do anything. she said she wants to kiss me. i'm just waiting. i'm not angry or sad i'm just patiently waiting.
different thing:
no one is talking to me. i've tried texting her and the group chat multiple times but no one responded. i texted her in the morning and she never texted back but she posted something on her story 8 hours ago. why am i always ignored? i know im annoying but i guess no one cares enough about me to fake being interested in what i have to say.
i dyed my hair blue a couple weeks ago though. everyone keeps saying that i look like billie eilish or that my hairs actually green. (i don't look like billie eilish. people are blind lmao)
also i have a new found love for high back pigtails
look at how much it faded out in a week lmao. my hair has almost turned back to its ugly color on the ends. the roots are still blue as heck.
i've been trying to convince people that i'm cute and not mean and scary and ugly and that's why i like pigtails so much. my entire life i've had the mean and scary look and vibe but it just want to get rid of it while i still can.
also i'm now a freshman so it's not as socially acceptable for me to walk around with pigtails in my hair so i kinda did this too late.
i'm gonna properly bleach my hair when it fades out so itll be even more blue the next time i dye it because i don't want green hair i want blue hair.
