Hello internet,
Let me start off with an introduction. My name is Kacy. It's not the name on my birth certificate, but it is my name.
I am genderfluid (and pansexual, but that's kind of whatever). Being genderfluid is something that I struggle with a bit. If you don't know what it is, here's what it means for me- When I was born, I was announced as female, so that's what my sex is. Female. BUT, it's not my gender.
Some days I can feel feminine as fuck and be a total "girl". Some days I feel masculine as fuck and be a total "boy". Some days I feel neutral, so I don't really have a sex preference. My pronouns are they/them/themselves/etc.
This can be a challenge for me for multiple reasons. On the days I feel more masculine, I can't do much about it. I don't have a chest binder (breast compressor to help you pass as male), I don't have many "guy" clothes, and I hate everything that I have, i.e having breasts and a vagina. I feel utterly embarrassed and I can't do anything about it. Another reason is that my family is Christian. I mean, hard core Christian. So I haven't come out to them, because I fear I'd be thrown out of the house, so there's that. (It also doesn't help that I'm Wiccan and they don't know).
My birth name is very feminine, so to make it neutral, I now have people call me KC.
On a lighter note, I'm fifteen and I live in an area that's right outside of Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
I don't want to give you too much if you are going to read this because I'll reveal some other stuff about me later.
So now you know a tad bit about me.
Carry on.
-KC
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Non-FictionLittle entries of mine. I don't like writing in "diaries" because they are easy to find in my room, and I really don't need my mom reading my shit. I don't expect anyone to really read this, but this is just an outlet for me that doesn't just involv...
