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AU : Death | Black Widow's Child

When you joined SHIELD, Nick gave you a dangerous mission. It was to spy on a Hydra base located in Russia.

The base was known for human experimentation. Multiple pieces of information were provided so that you would succeed.

You didn't have any backup or communications due to the fact that they could pick up radio signals. Also, teammates were risky. You didn't want to compromise any other agents so going alone meant that only you would die.

...

You were walking through the white sticky snow trying to get to the Hydra base. You finally made it to the entrance. There were 2 heavily armed guards with ammunition.

Sneaking from behind, you jumped on top of them and disabled their earpiece. Wrapping your legs around the neck, you spun around and snapped their necks. 2 guards down.

Entering quietly, you saw many doctors with needles of fluid. Fluids were in many colours and blood was everywhere. Turning your heard around, you saw rooms with older teenagers slowly dying from the side affects.

*Poke*

A hand wrapped around your mouth pulling you to the darkest and farthest corner. When you quickly turned your heard around, you saw your mom telling you to be quiet.

You guessed she was here to back you up. It was a dangerous mission. The mission was actually more suited for Black Widow.

She made hand signals telling you to take her lead. Nodding your head, you followed.

She roundhouse kicked a man so hard he was unconscious. To make sure he would never come back and work with Hydra, she snapped his fragile neck.

*Crunch*

You saw another guard on his way over here so you hid behind a couple of boxes. When he finally came around, you jumped out and hit the butt of your gun in his heard. After the deed was done, it was time to figure out what the doctors were planning.

Not noticing there was a doctor around you, the doctor injected both you and your mom. Immediately feeling sleepy, you dropped on the floor to be dragged into a lab while your mom was dragged to a cell.

...

A female doctor came in strapping you into the metal gurney. After making sure you wouldn't break out, she injected you with this bright blue liquid.

The pain immediately travelled throughout your entire body. Screaming in agony, the halls echoed with your voice that your mom even heard it.

You were later thrown into a cell beside your mother.

You got up only to puke our dark blood. You eventually did stop but once you did, it was covering the whole floor.

"Y/N? Are you alright?" Natasha asked.

Opening your eyes you responded with, "I don't think I am. I've been c-coughing out blood."

You were short on breath and blood was now running down your eyes and nose.

Fishing out a piece of paper and pencil, you began writing a note. You already knew you were going. You've seen videos where people been tested but didn't make it. This was a common symptom.

Dear Mom,

I'm writing this now to tell you how I feel before I die.
I just wanted to say that I love you. Thank you for being the greatest mother.
I also wanted to apologize for dying to young. I'm sorry for not being a better daughter and not being a better person.
Now is not the time for grief but I just want to get these things of my chest.
When I go, please don't forget me and tell my pal Peter / Spider-Man that we never got to see the new Star Wars movie.
I love you with all my heart.
I would write more but I feel my time is close and I need to end it.
Once again, I truly love you. + Peter and the Avengers.

"Mom. I-I can't breathe. It's so hard and I'm tired," You barely said.

" Hey don't close your eyes you hear me! We are gonna get out of here ok?" She said while looking through the hole in the wall.

Natasha could see her miracle child suffering in pain. Tears clouded her vision preparing for the worst.

"Please, please. I don't want to go. I don't. I want to do so m-many things. I didn't give my gift to T-Tony & Steve y-yet."

"You're not going to go okay?! Just hold in please. Please just wait and hold on. I can't lose you too. I can't lose my miracle child, my baby girl/boy. Just please don't leave me." She cried.

It's the first time you've seen her cry. The first time you see hear showing true emotion.

"Y-you look beautiful. E-even when you c-cry. I will always remember you as m-my, my...." You ended.

Laying down, your eyes shut involuntarily. A tear slipped out of your left eye.

"Y/N! Answer me! Answer me god dammit! Answer me!" She yelled.

...

It's been a day since Nat has been in the base. Looking at her dead child's corpse was awful. Even though her child looked at peace, she always had that same moment playing in her head.

Y/N was going to finished her sentence but never did.

...

Finally breaking out, the famous Black Widow was carrying her kid's body through the snow.

Making it to civilization, Nat called the Avengers to help. Even though she didn't need all of them, she wanted them to see for themselves. Especially Steve and Tony. They were Y/N's father figures.

Romanoff entered the quinjet to see everyone staring at Y/N's lifeless body. Here she was looking down at her child's lips and perfect eyebrows while everyone was speechless.

Steve decided it was best to take Y/N away for Nat to give her some time. He picked up the beautiful body of his so called "kid" and sat it down in a room.

Nat read the note as best as she could. She was sobbing violently knowing that she could not have a another child.

Tony was in the washroom drinking and crying while the memories he and Y/N spent together.

Steve was doing the exact same thing as Tony without drinking or in the washroom. He was exposed. He didn't care though.

Hawkeye was soothing Nat while Bruce was checking on Y/N.

...

Steve and Tony did get their gifts.

They both got mugs that said #1 "Dad". Tony got a robot named IO that got him beers while Steve got a radio with his and Y/N's favourite songs.

One song reminding him of when Y/N called him dad by accident on July 4th. It was an incredible day.

All though the death of Y/N was making everyone distance, it also brought them closer.

The death of Y/N would not be forgotten but be known as the miracle child.

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This is ok.

- BingeReaderMarvel