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Imagine : Fake Smiles | Hulk ✔️

(VENT) TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION.

Hidden truths and fake smiles were the epitome of your life and yet, no one noticed. Not a single soul really cared about how you felt and it was tiring.

Every millisecond of your life, was amazing but you couldn't shake the lingering sense of loneliness and depression. Was it okay to feel this way? What was wrong with you? You were drifting from reality and no one knew.

...

It was a while after the events of Ultron and still no word from your missing father. A father was suppose to do all these things like look after you but yet, Bruce was never there.

The words in your throat clawed to come out but when you finally tried to speak, the words never came out. Why were you so scared to reach out to others?

...

Just come back to me.
He never even loved you. Just like your mother.

Maybe he's busy somewhere else and just coming back later?
Lies. He just left you like all the other people in your life.

You're unwanted.
Life's unfair so living without a father is fine.

...

Wanda who could read your mind always read your thoughts. She'd look at you with sympathy in her eyes but decline every offer to have a conversation. If she knew how you felt, why did she always ignore and push you aside?

Another person who you gave fake smiles to.

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Steve. The good American man looking over society, protecting its inhabitants from ungodly dangers. If he was such a good man, why did he tell you that what you were feeling was fake? Emotions aren't fake and the feeling of distraught and being unloved isn't just made up in the mind.

The constant stabbing of the heart isn't made up with such details that make you cry at night.

Another person who you had gave fake smiles to.

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The billionaire metal man. What a person he is right? Wrong.

Talking to him was on of your biggest mistakes in your life. How stupid could you be to open up to him?

"Tony, I need help."

That sentence ruined you mentally and you could never recover.

"I'm not doing okay at all."

He laughed. Right in your face, that just turned pale, after the man you knew for so long mocked you.

"You're doing just fine. Just forget about it champ." He said.

Another person who you gave fake smiles to.

...

And I drift faster.

And I drift faster.

...

The night was near and the roaring of car engines were just below. It calmed your throbbing mind knowing that you weren't alone in the night.

What great company...

Standing up, you wobbled just a bit, the alcohol was getting to you.

"I'M ALIVE!" You said as you screamed into the night.

Breathing the cold air, you closed your eyes thinking of your favourite song.

The beat drops...

And so do you.

What a wonderful night.

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A/N!!!!

Hi. I'm back.

Been dealing with colliding emotions and I just can't seem to cope with them. My soccer season helps a little but the end is near and I'm getting worse every second.

Love all of my readers.

If you don't understand what happened at all at this book. Please leave a comment and I'll be sure to answer.

As you may know at the beginning of this book, this is a vent and this is how I've been feeling. So I'm really sorry if this is really bad and triggered you.