All I've Ever Known

17. Not Part Of The Plan

"There is no one else I would rather have a pregnancy scare with."

-Unknown

"I mean, we haven't talked about this much, it's just...I want to have kids. I really do, but you haven't told me what you want yet...and I want us to know what each other wants, this is a big thing you know...I just want everything to go alright," she rambled.

"Tay, it's fine with me, it's just, I'd like to have kids with you AFTER we're married, you know? I want to be with you and have a family with you, but I guess if you're pregnant right now...then I guess we'll start a little earlier than planned," I said.

She put her head down on my chest and let out a relieved sigh. I held both of her hands and kissed her forehead.

"Everything will work out in the end, Tay, I promise you that. We'll be ok," I whispered to her.

"We can only hope," she said softly.

I gripped her hands tighter and thought about what the future might bring for us, as corny as it sounds, I was nervous and excited about it. All the things we had ahead of us. Our wedding. Having kids together. All of the glorious mornings waking up with her next to me. All the fun times we'll have together.

I was suddenly shaken out of my thoughts by Taylor jumping out of bed. And saying something about feeding Meredith and taking something. I shook my head, that stupid cat gets a hell of a lot of attention. I wondered what else she said. I hadn't been paying attention to what she said. I crawled out of her bed and walked into the kitchen. Meredith was crunching happily (if that's possible for her?) on her cat food, but Taylor was already gone.

I heard a door close from somewhere inside her big penthouse. I shrugged it off and scratched Mere behind the ears, surprisingly, she allowed me to pet her while was eating. I took it a step further and scooped her up into my bare arms. Not realizing the risk I was taking right away. Almost immediately, she started meowing and as I went to put her down, the claws came out. I got a few scratches on my biceps and chest. Once she was back on the ground, Meredith gave me the evilest look I've ever seen on a cat before. I stepped back and grabbed a paper towel, got it wet, and dabbed the blood off of the cuts she left.

I then opened the fridge to see what I could make for breakfast for both of us. I settled on some eggs and toast. I grabbed the eggs and juice out of the fridge and searched her cupboards for a loaf of bread and a frying pan. Just as I was about to crack an egg open, I heard Taylor yell for me.

I followed her voice into one of the bathrooms. Her head was bent, looking at something in the sink. I had a feeling of what was in there.

"What is it Taybae?" I asked softly.

She turned her head to face me. Her face was pale, but her expression was neutral and unreadable.

"Taylor, I took three pregnancy tests, and they're all, well, look for yourself. Is this what we want?" she asked.

I raised my eyebrows at her and took a step forward to see what her tests turned out to be. I could hear my heart pounding when I saw what the results were. And I asked myself the same question, is this what we want?

A/N: sorry this was so short but this was the best place for me to leave off. I know I don't usually update this this much but some of you have already read this so it's pointless to not put it up. Anyway, I'll probably but 18 up tomorrow or something. Oh and one other thing THIS HAS 1K READS IM SO EXCITED I NEVEE THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYS