The Noise Inside My Head

social media love

I knew this man a month a go
He is a good person
He is kind,humble,and care about me
We talked and shared everything
Our lives,our stories,our past
We encouraged each other

He made me feel safe
He made me smile
Sometimes he made me jealous
He made me being myself
The real me as a woman and as a person
He made me feel complete again

I know I've made a mistake
I know I've made a new sin
I know this is forbidden for me
I know this is forbidden for us
I know that I fell in love with him since the first time we met

I tried to hide my heart from him
But,he knew..
I tried to act like I used to be
But,he knew..
He knew that I fell in love with him
He knew that I took a risk for him
He knew that he care about me

But,we stuck about this situation
We can't ever be together
We both lives in the other side of this world
He lives in the other part of my world
I live in the other part of his world
All we doing now is just connect

We keep texting and do everything we should do to keep in touch to each other
We laugh,we cry together
Even we have our boundaries... WORLD
We are understand that we can't be together
Only from this world we called it,"social media"

©mynightprayerwords
      Selly Agtus
Pic by : ©PrajitnoAbimanju (my uncle)