When I try to forget you .... The guilt haunts me. ... But I hurt myself if not forget you .... whether trying to forget you is more painful....
I felt claustrophobic ..... I felt tired. ... ambiguous came ... approached. my body is speechless ... Rigid.. Not unmoved
Silent .... Mute ... frozen ... Ill. .. fed up. .. hate ... all become one
Disgusted with myself.....
Disgusted because can not forget you....
Would love to have you rather than let go of you...
Selfish? ... Yes I am indeed selfish..
I am selfish to have you..
Indeed supposed to be like that..
I want the real happiness...
Even though that means I can't have you
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