when I meet the meaning of a betrayal at that time I could only be silent without speaking I want to feel like I'm crying but after I think again I won't cry for someone like you I will still be myself without fear of being destroyed for the umpteenth time. Because to me, this is the way of my life that has been outlined for me. a choice will be dropped all back to myself would I choose to move forward Am I going to let all the sadness swallow me slowly