the hurt

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repeatedly I want you
too many times I get disappointment in my heart
disappointment that I understood from the start that I would continue with this situation
is this how it feels if I want something in my life
something called happiness?
do I have to surrender to achieve happiness in my life?

I know I am not a model or a woman who is craved a lot of men dream of things like men who want women who have perfect bodies
I'm just me
with all my imperfections
but I'm happy with all this
This indicates that I am an imperfect person, because that is me

does it have to be this painful if we love someone sincerely?
does it have to be this bitter if you want someone in your happiness
even in your life?
does it have to be this painful if you want something that in fact already belongs to someone else?
or is this just a form of my regret simply because I'm too disappointed in myself?

©mynightprayerwords | ©poembyselly
      ~Selly Agtus~

©mynightprayerwords | ©poembyselly      ~Selly Agtus~

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