These thoughts keep haunting me from time to time Is it true that I'm not a useful person?
This afternoon I was in my room, thinking about what I should do in the future Maybe I made things too complicated. Even though it can actually be made easy. But sometimes my melodramatic nature keeps me feeling this way.
I began to think of strange things in my mind I don't know what is on my mind Sometimes a thing that is grandiose and sometimes too excessive if you expect something that I clearly believe is impossible. But. . . this is how I am, always hit by excessive anxiety, excessive fear, fear that sometimes makes myself afraid of me.