your figure still haunts my mind your figure always makes me suddenly freeze and don't know what to do Am I just silent and not caring what is on my mind?
did I become crazy in this matter crazy will have you for myself and don't want to share it with others Am I being very selfish if I just want you?
Should I dismiss this feeling of disappointment and happiness all at once on one occasion? without me knowing what to do with this
I really crave it I really want it I really want to have it I'm so obsessed with him I value it so much
as if there is no time for tomorrow as if this is my only chance to have you as if this is the last time I want to meet you Is it wrong? being selfish and getting my own happiness to be the only happiest person