The Noise Inside My Head

the loneliness

this loneliness slowly gnawed at me
as soon as I crave it
crave your touch
crave your hug
I can only dream of it
wish you could be with you until the end of my life
I want to feel if I have wings, I fly to your place and kidnap you from there

at this time I just hope I hope and won't stop hoping to be with you
along with the idol like yourself
only you are the one I want
only you are what I want for the rest of my life

too often I crave you
so that it always makes me play with myself
satisfy myself
by imagining you and wanting you
until I feel the peak of pleasure that comes out from inside me

now I want to do it again
satisfy myself again
I know this is hidden passion, lust, passion for you
but I also crave you
I want to have you and love you

but, for this I still want to satisfy myself
I will continue to do this from time to time
as complicated as your condition, I still want you unconditionally
because I'm still here, to be loyal.faithful, yes it seems that these words are suitable for me who are still learning with words to express myself
it's just that, maybe there are other words in other people's ears.
But for me,it is always like this

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~Selly Agtus~