when I was silent my thoughts drifted away my heart beats fast .. as if jumping from its place the heart wants to cry, the mouth wants to scream but whatever it is ... my mouth is locked outside my control my heart screamed my eyes to cry..mealing that I was not able to face the obstacles that are in front of me right now .. when this soul weakens ... I feel like I'm running and screaming hoping it's all over ... I want to just be silent and mourn my fate ... but the voice in my head requires me to continue to rise and fight for my own life and for those who love me
