it's her.

introducing me.

hey little girl,
it's me
it's her,
the one you're dreaming of
and I'm about to write you a love letter

I know it's been a while since you've got some charming words to read
I hope this changes your mind

it's quite difficult to start without saying
I love you,
but I'll try
I'll do my best to
make it all worth it

it was years ago
as you stood in front of that mirror
and watched yourself dancing
to new songs from kesha and rihanna
it's exactly how I
imagine you dancing
this morning
as you made the first coffee for the both of us

I remember you
accidentally burning your finger
while placing the 99th candle around our picnic blanket,
spilling red wine all over us simultaneously

most of all
I can hear us laughing

I know
as you were a child
you wanted to protect them all
you wanted to protect your mum, your dad, even your older brothers
most of all you've got that idea of saving her
you imagined yourself being princess charming
-you know I smile so bright at writing this-
cause that's exactly what you've become

you always wanted the romantic type of lover,
someone with a creative mind who walks around the corner with flowers, who knows your favourite restaurant, someone who's old school enough to open you the door offering you her jacket when you get cold

I know you love the confident ones, the ones who know how to fight for their dreams
you love home cooking
and self-made presents

and I found a text from you
writing about a girl who's
into music just as into breathing
and
she wrote a song for you,
she even played her guitar
just in front of everyone
and
when it is time for love to come
you need the sensual one
a woman being dirty, but gentle,
you want someone as passionate as your heartbeat,
someone who offers you the deepest edges of her soul, but is leading you through the dark too
you need carrying hands and still someone to hold,
you need warmth in your chest and the same clearing cold

you need someone
as stormy as you
someone who looks up to the stars and gets lost in eternity

you need a dreamer to set goals in real life
you need forward thinking,
open minded, sexy lips to kiss and a
well-educated, humorous head to discuss to while eating lunch

you really like the love letters
and want to offer your own edgy  sides, cause that's just how you find the fitting puzzle piece

and it's easy
to say
I love you
it's so easy
to say anything

but you need someone who's not afraid of proving it each day while pulling the blanket over your shoulders,
someone always buying your favourite flavour of tea,
someone who cares if you already got home,
someone who is listening when you need to swallow the pain away

little girl,
it's me
it's her,
the one you're dreaming of
and I'm about to write you a love letter,
because

I fell in love with the way you look into the mirror

you always wanted that cool girl
being respectful and
selfless
and
(don't try to deny it)
every time she wears those ripped jeans, carries the leather jacket and let go of her wild flowing hair,
you just get lost while falling even more for her

and I love it
I love you

you
with brown sparkling eyes,
green glowing whenever night is coming around
and your precious smile

you
loving the nerdy facts,
the dog-owner ones

you
falling for the poetic side,
the being up all night just talking kind
and
I love you

it's as simple as that
and
it's not about the money in her pocket or the car she wants to drive
it wasn't ever about popularity or
the grades she got in school
as long as she's got the guts to stand for herself and the things she believes in

and it's funny,
cause I know someone who's
playing the guitar and gets lost the minute she's touching that goddamn sexy instrument

I know someone
who's cooking pretty well,
who's writing just right now
as poetic as she's able to think, while sending you
a handwritten letter
I know someone charming, someone nerdy, romantic and old school
I know a girl who's wholeheartedly and passionate about everything she does,
someone who's positive and funny and dancing while cooking and cooking while dancing

I know a girl giving a damn about the brand of your clothes as long as you know how to be honest or loyal
I know someone reading this right now who's exactly the same

thinking about it
about you
as a little girl dreaming of her future wife
I'm proud to say
that you became exactly what you've always wished for

it's me,
little girl,
it's you,
it's her
and I'm writing you a love letter
from the other side of the mirror

the woman of your dreams?
I think you need to introduce yourself