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As soon as they reached Athena's house they scrambled out if the car. Gerard hadn't had sex, been seen in the nude even, since their break up. It was hard to believe, but it was true. He was sexually frustrated and it was killing him.

Gerard refused to sleep with Lindsey, saying he was tired, not in the mood. He just didn't want anyone but Athena. The same had gone with Athena. She would deny sex whenever Frank asked in the relationship, with the one exception. She had been relationshipless since their falling out. The only difference was that she was not sexually frustrated.

Now all the sexual tension would be released. They pushed into the house, Athena's back pushed against the door to her bedroom with Gerards lips attacking her. The erection in his pants had grown harder by the second, desperately wanting to be plunged deep inside her. Athena moaned at the feeling, trying to grind forward and against him.

There were no words exchanged as Gerard practically ripped Athena's dress off of her body, and she ripped his clothes off in seconds. There was only lust clouding their eyes. Heavy breathing was the only thing that could be heard.

Gerard pushed her down on her bed, her dark hair spreading out behind her. Her hands found a place on his shoulders. She squeezed as he kissed her full upper half; shoulders, neck, collar bone, everything.

"Gerard, hurry." She pleaded when he began taking time to sit back and admire the way her hair was spread across the bed behind her. He smirked and reached down, positioning himself at her entrance. Athena prepared herself, wrapping her hand around the back of his neck and pulling him into a kiss.

As he pushed in, he felt her loosen around him. His thrusts were strong and longing, her moans full of pleasure.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting for this." He groaned, thrusting harder than he had when they were together before. Though, they had only fucked once. Athena couldn't help but to smile at his words. She felt the same, and she was sure that it was obvious.

"Gerard. I'm getting close." Athena moaned, the pleasure coursing through her body. The pleasure only intensified when he reached down and roughly stroked her clit. She tried to hold back, but it was becoming too much.

Her back arched up from the bed and her mouth fell open allowing loud moans to escape and bounce off the walls at a fast pace.

He smiled down at her, loving to see how much pleasure he was giving her and knowing he was the only one that was able to excite her that much. The longer he pounded into her the closer he got to his climax.

The stress he had been feeling lately had melted as soon as he began his first thrust, the same with her.

As she was thrown into her climax pure euphoria rushed through her veins. He was on the brink of his as her orgasm came to a close.

A few more thrusts and he was had reached his climax. Only after his release did he realize he had forgotten to put a condom on. As Gerard's cum was shot deep inside her Athena realized he had gone raw. The sex had been unprotected.

She gasped and moved back, the sheets under her sticking and pulling at her thighs. Her hands flew to her stomach as Gerard looked at her, seeming worried. He didn't realize that he had fucked up. He didn't know what she was freaking out over.

"Gerard. You forgot a condom." She said, realization hitting her like a ton of bricks. "I could be pregnant you dumbass!" She yelled, anger getting the best of her. She felt like crying, hitting something, running all at once.

The thoughts running through her head worse than worrying. Her dad's reaction, student at the school. She knew her dad would easily make her get an abortion.

"Athena, I'm so sorry." He said. Tears brimmed her eyes as she climbed under the blanket and curled into a ball. Gerard climbed in the bed behind her, engulfing her in a hug. She silently cried as he slowly drifted to sleep.

As he slept, partially peacefully, she was kept up thinking of ways to let her dad hear the news. The members of her family. Everyone.

As far as the people in her personal life were concerned she was a virgin, never touched by herself or another. The only people who knew she wasn't were people at school. Them hearing she was pregnant would be heart breaking, life shattering even. She wasn't even supposed to be talking to Gerard.

These were the thoughts that consumed her mind, keeping her awake into the late hours of the night. By the time morning rolled around she had obtained half an hour of sleep and a head full of useless ideas.

The pain in her stomach never subsided. It felt like she was being stabbed, she wanted to throw up. Maybe this was a sign that she shouldn't be with Gerard. Maybe she shouldn't have even been in a relationship.

She gripped her stomach and closed her eyes, a tear rolling down her cheek as the sun shined through her window. She sat up, carefully getting out of bed.

She would have to buy more pregnancy tests, live through that again.

Maybe she wouldn't be pregnant. Maybe she was fine and over thinking this. She looked over at the sleeping Gerard on her bed, a small smile tugging on her pale lips. She loved him, couldn't stay mad at him. But she didn't want him to know that.

It wasn't completely this fault, though. Athena knew that. She knew that she could have made sure that he had protection on, she could have said no to sex, but she didn't.

She sighed and looked at Gerard, one thought stuck in her mind.

She was fucked.

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Oof. Chapter eighteen. Dunno what to say. Vote, comment, all that shit, and I love you guys.
Xoxo Bee.

Finished: 29 December 2017
Edited: 17 September 2018
Posted to -roaringtwenties: 17 September 2018

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