French Kisses

Chapitre 31

/ FRENCH KISSES /

Alecia

Nagising ako sa sinag ng araw na tumatama sa mukha ko. Naramdaman ko agad ang sakit ng aking ulo. Shit, napadami yata talaga ako ng inom. Pumikit ako ng ilang sandali nang may naramdaman akong bigat sa aking bewang.

Double shit!

Is Pierce home?

Despite the throbbing pain in the head, I turned my head to see Pierce. Only to find out that the man sleeping beside me wasn't Pierce. 'Cause it was Calvin.

Triple shit!

I muttered the word 'Fuck' when I just realized I was also naked. We were both naked under the white sheet.

Wala akong inaksayang oras at agad na bumangon. Tinakpan ko ang hubad na katawan ko gamit ang kumot.

Nagising rin si Calvin pero hindi ko na siya pinansin. I need to get out of here now.

"Alecia," He called in his deep voice.

"I need to go." I said sternly.

Napansin kong napabangon si Calvin. Tumayo naman agad ako dala-dala ang kumot pantabon sa aking katawan at sinimulang hanapin ang suot ko kagabi.

"It's too early to leave," Aniya. "Mag-breakfast muna tayo." Why is he acting like nothing happened?

Tumayo rin siya mula sa kama at sinuot ang kanyang shorts na nakita ko lang sa sahig kanina.

Hindi ko siya pinansin at busy pa rin sa paghahanap ng damit ko. Where the hell are they? Are they even here or tinago ni Calvin para hindi ako makaalis?

"Where are my clothes?" I asked him seriously.

"You left it at the pool area earlier," sabi niya saka may kinuha sa maleta niya.

He handed me a plain white shirt and I quickly grabbed it saka sinuot 'yon. Hindi ko rin nahanap ang underwear ko kaya bigla ko ring kinuha ang nakita kong boxer briefs sa loob ng maleta niya.

"Alecia, please, 'wag ka munang umalis."

I ignored him. God! Bakit ba ako mag-isang nagpakalasing kagabi?!

"Will you please talk to me?"

One moment my problem was Sean. Then the next, it was Calvin.

"Wala na tayong pag-usapan pa. It was all a mistake."

"What?" He exclaimed. "Last night was never a mistake, Alecia."

"It was! I was drunk and you weren't, you took advantage of it so then you could rape me."

"Fuck that, Alecia! I did not rape you. Ginusto mo rin ang nangyari.Ikaw pa mismo ang nanguna."

"You think I wanted it because I was so drunk, Calvin, and you took advantage of it."

"Alecia--"

"Save it," I cut him. "I don't care anymore. Just don't let me see you again."

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Agad akong pumasok sa banyo ng hotel room ko at naligo. Kinuskos lahat ng sabon ang balat ng katawan ko na halos mamula na ito. Hindi rin nawawala ang mga mapupulang bilog sa aking leeg at dibdib, tanda ng pangangaliwa ko sa ibang lalaki. At habang ginagawa ko iyon, hindi ko mapigilang umiyak.

It already happened.

I already did cheat on Pierce to the highest boundary.

Hindi sumagi sa isip ko kailanman na magagawa ko ito sa lalaking sobrang mahal ko. Hindi ko kailanman naisip na magagawa ko iyon sa ibang tao dahil kay Pierce lang ako willing na ibigay ang lahat ng meron ako.