Baby 2: Coming Soon《Nate Maloley》

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"oh my god!" a look of horror spreads across my face as i look at addie, who's covered in hives. "get the kids in the car, addie needs to go to the hospital!" she nods and quickly grabs both of them, running outside. i run into the studio and start yelling, "get up, get up, get up! i should fucking kill you sam! get up now!" "baby, what's wrong?" nate asks. "his dumbass told me to make her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and that's what i did and now she's having a fucking allergic reaction!" he gets up and runs out of the studio. "i'm going to the hospital with them, you guys can stay here and keep working if you want." i run out of the studio and straight out to madison's car. i get in and she speeds off toward the hospital. "do you think she's gonna be okay?" sam asks with concern. "you better fucking hope so or i'm going to kill you."

we get to the hospital and they rush addie straight to the back, but they make me and madison stay in the waiting room. i pace back and forth, biting my fingernails. it's a horrible stress habit. "mia, sit down. pacing isn't going to do anything, just relax and pray that she's gonna be ok." i look over at madison and nod before sitting down. nate and gilinsky run into the waiting room, "what's going on? have they said anything?" i just shake my head and stare at the wall. "sam's in the back with her now." madison tells them. "hey, baby..are you okay?" i once again just shake my head. he wraps his arms around me and i lay my head on his shoulder, completely emotionless. after a while, sam walks into the waiting room. "they're giving addie an epipen now. they said she's gonna be fine, but she does have a severe peanut allergy." i stand up and anger takes over me, "you should have already known that! you're her father for crying out loud!" i suck on my teeth. "you're really ungrateful, you know that? you have three kids, sam. three! and you don't spend time with any of them! and then you have the nerve to come to my house and laugh at me because, unlike you, i actually want to be a parent! i'm sick of your shit, sam!" i storm out of the hospital and take a deep breath. that felt good... "baby," nate walks up behind me and wraps his arms around me, resting his chin on my shoulder, "you okay?" i shake my head as i start to cry. "it's not fair..he doesn't deserve those kids. he doesn't appreciate what he has." "i know, baby..but i guarantee you he's sitting in there right now, thinking about what you said. maybe you finally got through to him." "i give up, nate. i'm a horrible wife, and i don't deserve to be a mom." i sniffle. "baby, don't say that." "but it's the truth, i give up. madison and i were talking earlier, and she asked me when was the last time we had sex just to be intimate. i don't remember, do you?" "no, but-" "see? i'm a horrible wife." "baby look at me." i look into his eyes and he wipes my tears away. "you're not a horrible wife. you are so fucking wonderful, and i love you so much. just because you want a baby, doesn't make you a bad wife. it makes you a woman. i don't stress about it as much as you do, but that doesn't mean i want it any less than you do. i want to be a dad, and you want to be a mom, and that just makes us human baby. we got married with the intention of loving each other forever, for better or for worse..to build a family, and a life together. i took you for better or for worse. i love when you get all crazy because you want us to have a baby, because that just means that you're gonna be a hell of a mom. just like you're already a hell of a wife." i wrap my arms around him and hug him tightly. "i married the best man in the world." he looks at me and smiles his perfect smile. i give him a kiss and he kisses my forehead after we pull away. "one thing we'll never lose is our passion and love for each other." i smile up at him. "damn right. now come on, let's go check on our niece." i allow him to pull me back into the building, where i immediately see sam crying. "mia was right. i'm a horrible father and i don't deserve them." he was holding landon for a change, well that's nice of him. "mr. wilkinson, addie's free to go. you just need to sign her release papers." he nods slowly and gets up to sign the papers. a female nurse brings addie to us and i grab landon from sam, so he could pick up addie. "mia, i'm so sorry..you were right. i promise i'm gonna start doing right by them. i'm gonna quit hoe-ing around and get my shit together, then i'm gonna fight stassie for full custody of addie and ask nina for joint custody...and i'm gonna ask rachel to move out here with sammy. you're my best friend, will you please help me get my shit together?" he cries. "yes. that's all i ever wanted from you, sam. to get your shit together for your kids." i glance at nate. "and you can start by moving in with nate and i. you'll already be at work, and i can watch them when you can't..but you've got to do this for them. this can't be like you saying you wanted to be with nina, then change your mind when you feel like it." "i won't, i promise. what you said, and what happened with addie today really opened my eyes. i wanna be a good dad."

Song-------> Ready For War- Sammy Wilk
Album-------> Ready For War