Some Mad Hope (ML, #4.5)

Kabanata 35

This is Newt's POV.  Warning: this chapter contains explicit language! Thank you for reaching this point!

Kabanata 35

Love

The cold waters flowed throughout my stripped body. I inhaled deeply and exhaled excruciatingly. A guttural sound escaped from my lips as my forehead met the chilly wall of the bathroom. My knees trembled immediately. All my senses are on high alert. The rush of my adrenaline is making me unwise! My heart beats faster against my rib cage. I bit my lower lip hard as I pictured her.

Her mad expression makes me move my hand up and down on my member into extreme exertion.

Fuck.

Fucking fuck.

Her sweet voice rings into my ears. My movement becomes faster. I almost shivered on my current regression.

I keep it still.

Same urgency.

Same fervor.

Her fucking angelic face is so gorgeous. I can't stop wanking as I imagined her. The cold shower can't even make me ease. I never jack off because of this silly reason! It is never a thing! To picture a particular person when you are jacking off, just because of her face and the encounter. Something is wrong with me, I guess! The hard-on I got this night is agonizing. My dick only wants to release because of the obscene shits inside my head! Hindi 'ko na kayang pigilan ang pagtakbo ng isip 'ko sa kanyang mukha! I feel like a teenage boy trying to cum on his bare hands at  first time! Bullshit!

Her smexy legs! Tangina!

The mixed of sweats and waters are flowing throughout my body. My mouth parted when I am going to there...my fucking destination. Pinagpatuloy 'ko ang galaw ng aking kamay. I imagined her...her furrowed brows, her nose scrunched a bit, and her lips, luscious fucking pair. What else could that lips do besides on talking! Fuck you, man! Don't be so hard on yourself! She's still...off-limits!

"Dude, seriously. You have to stop jerking off! Ano ka? 14 year old? Gago!" humahalakhak na boses ni Core habang kinakalabog ang pintuan ng banyo.

Pumikit ako ng mariin.

I was almost...there.

Almost.

But the asshole brother of mine get me out of my heaven and be the devil. I am pissed, really fucking pissed. I furiously stopped the shower and grab the towel. I am not sure if I wrap this piece of shit around my waist. I run to face Corey and probably smash his face on the ground. I am not even kidding about destroying his head.

"What do you want?" I barked loudly, annoyance is palpable on my features if he sees me.

I opened the sliding door.

Corey, a year older than me acting like a bullshit he really is, no doubt. He is just an inch taller than me but a biggest ass I've known right now. I face to face him, our chest meets, and my lips draw into thin line. While, my brother giving me a joke-face. His face flaunting what foolishness means.

"Bro, what the fuck? Can't come easily?" Ngumisi ang gago.

Mas gago ang sumagot, ako, "Tangina? Patapusin mo muna kaya ako?" Tinulak 'ko siya. Napaatras lamang siya ngunit tinuloy ang paghagalpak ng tawa. His head throwing backward like this is the craziest thing he ever heard.

Bravo, probably he deserves a slow fucking clap.

But Corey hooked his arm on my nape, nearly choking me. Patuloy ang kanyang pagtawa habang sunod-sunod ang salita. I almost rolled my eyes, but I tried to jerk his hold on me. Damn it! Just thinking of my dick really hurts right now! "Maggie Salazar is off-limits. She's a minor, Newt! Rule is a rule. Rik would probably cut your cock if he knew this. This," he pointed my aching dick, "you were jacking off of the image of a girl. Nah, little brother." Tumaas baba ang kilay niya.