"If you keep looking at me like that it makes me want to do things to you." Taeyong swallowed nervously. He couldn't move. Actually, he could if he wanted to but somehow he was curious to know what Jaehyun would do. He wasn't afraid of him. Just nervous and curious like the inexperienced little boy he was.
Jaehyun leaned closer to him. So close that Taeyong shut him eyes because of the close distance and anticipation. He didn't know what he was even expecting.
When he saw Taeyong closing his eyes, his heart was about to burst. He actually expected something and was not going to run away like always. He closed the distance and pressed his lips on the other's like he had wanted to do every time he saw Taeyong. He felt Taeyong tensing immediately but didn't push him away. After few seconds the taller male started moving his lips slowly on the other's and moved his hands down to wrap them around his waist. He brought the smaller boy closer so that their chest were pressed together.
After that, it didn't take long for Taeyong to start responding in the kiss. He didn't think what was right or wrong at the moment. All he could feel was Jaehyun's lips and hands on him and he forgot to think that it was supposed to disgust him. When the taller put more pressure against his lips he gasped and unconsciously moved his head away slightly. Jaehyun bit his lips and hummed making Taeyong relax a little. Everything felt so overwhelming for Taeyong and he lifted his arms on the other's shoulders for support.
Jaehyun could feel how the hands on his shoulders trembled. He decided to continue further to test the limits. He bit and then licked the blond boy's lips to make them opened but he kept them tightly closed. It still was everything Jaehyun had expected to be. So much more pleasuring than the kisses he had had with random girls at bars.
Jaehyun broke the kiss soon and started leaving kisses on the boy's neck. Taeyong trembled more at the change and leaned his head on his shoulder. "No...J-Jaehyun stop...it feels weird..."
Suddenly Jaehyun felt something wet on his shoulder. He stopped what he was doing and pulled Taeyong from his shoulder to look at him. The boy had tears in his eyes, some already falling on his cheeks. He was shaking more than earlier and it wasn't because of pleasure. He was afraid. "What's wrong?"
Jaehyun lifted his hand to wipe away his tears but the smaller broke away from his arms and backed against the door.
"Taeyong what's wrong?" He asked then again more firmly. He lifted his hand again.
"Don't touch me!" What was he saying? Just a minute ago he was so into the kiss. Now he looked like he was afraid of him. Taeyong reached for the door handle with his shaking hand keeping his eyes locked with the taller's. He got the door open and left the room as quickly as possible. Jaehyun knew he should follow him but instead he just stared at the door.
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The same night Jaehyun couldn't fall asleep. He just laid under the covers and looked at Taeyong's bed a few meters away. He couldn't see the blond as he laid on the floor and the other on the bed. He couldn't even hear him moving. Maybe he had fallen asleep that fast.
Taeyong had come back to the room maybe an hour later he had left and Jaehyun pretended to be sleeping. He thought that the other would've gone to sleep elsewhere if he had seen him awake. He tried to think what had actually happened earlier but it was all too confusing. Why did Taeyong let him kiss him if he disliked it that much? But it didn't look like he had hated it in that moment. Maybe he went too far but he didn't regret it. It was still the best kiss he ever had.
His thoughts were cut off when he heard ruffling sound coming from the direction where Taeyong's bed was. He could hardly see anything but he could hear that the other male had gotten up and was now walking around the room. He heard something falling on the floor. It sounded like books falling. What was he doing? Was he trying to find something? Suddenly he felt something dropping on his mattress. That made Jaehyun sat up abruptly and he could somehow see the shape of Taeyong crawling half on his mattress half on the floor. He had most likely tripped over the corner of his mattress and fallen on it.
"Taeyong?" He whispered quietly. He felt something pulling his blanket and he let that be pulled. Taeyong got under the blanket and pulled Jaehyun with him to lie down. Jaehyun was confused about what was happening. What was this sudden change in Taeyong's behaviour?
He felt a hand wrapping around his torso and a cold bare leg being thrown over his under the covers. The boy was freezing. Lastly Taeyong lifted his head on his chest using him as a pillow and breathed in deeply. He felt the smaller boy's heart beating calmly but his own was far from calm.
"Taeyong?" The other didn't react in his voice in any way. Was he already sleeping? Did he even realise where he was sleeping? Maybe he was sleepwalking. That would explain the sound of books falling, him tripping over and all the skin ship Taeyong was willingly initiating.
Jaehyun closed his eyes and tried not to think about the other boy breathing on his neck. He could feel Taeyong's every heart beat, driving him crazy.
He soon fell asleep too.
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HIS TOUCH || JAEYONG
Fanfiction"Don't touch me!" Taeyong has a mysophobia and Jaehyun takes interest in him and his odd behaviour when they happen to run into each other. Later they find out that they go to same college. SANGCHUTAE © 2018