HIS TOUCH || JAEYONG

Chapter 19 admire

"Taeyong?" At least now he was wide awake again. It was past midnight but Jaehyun had still been fast to picked up his phone. Taeyong couldn't say anything. Hearing the other's voice made him feel even more worse but at the same time it sounded so shooting. 

"Jaehyun..." his voice broke when he whispered the name.

"Are you okay? Why are you not sleeping?" Taeyong could ask the same too but he didn't. Why did Jaehyun sound like he cared?

"Jaehyun...I-I don't want to be alone," he could've just said that he called accidentally, which was true, and end the call but he didn't.

"You're at home, right? I'm coming there."

"You are?" Taeyong didn't even realize what the other had suggested.

"I'll be there in twenty," Jaehyun then just ended the call leaving the other dumbfounded. Jaehyun was coming here. He was actually coming here in the middle of the night.

Taeyong hated himself from agreeing in such a thing but at the same time he was happy about it. He wore a hoodie over his t-shirt and left to the kitchen. His mother was fast asleep in her room but he tried not to make any sound just in case.

Twenty five minutes went by. Taeyong leaned his head on the cold table and stared at his phone. Jaehyun was not coming. Had he really just believed that the other would actually go outside in the middle of the night just for his sake? He was stupid to think so. Then he got a message. It said 'open the door'.

He walked quietly to the door but he still couldn't believe if the text was real. Not until he came face to face with Jaehyun."Oh you really came."

"You wouldn't have waited if you didn't believe that I would," Jaehyun said calmly. He looked tired. Taeyong shifted a bit to the side to let him inside the house from the cold. He closed the door after him but then was surprised with a warm hug. "Are you not lonely anymore?"

Taeyong hugged him back wrapping his arms around the taller's torso and burying his face in his shoulder. "Mm."

They hugged each other for some time just enjoying the warmth before Taeyong dragged the other in his room. Neither of them wanted to say anything as they were both so tired.

The first time Jaehyun was there the other had been so much against the idea of letting him even touch his bed. Now sleeping in the same bed seemed like the most natural thing. Taeyong needed pull the other in his bed because he looked so hesitant.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Jaehyun then laid beside him after the blond's confirmation and pulled the covers on both of them. To his surprise the blond threw his hand around his torso and moved himself closer. Not that he minded at all.

Both of them fell asleep in no time.

***

Taeyong was the first one to wake up in the morning. He knew he should wake the other up too because they had school but he didn't want to. Jaehyun had his other hand around his waist and his nose in the blond's hair while Taeyong was half laying on him. Just a few weeks ago he would've never imagined he'd find himself in this situation, let alone, enjoy the closeness.

Jaehyun smelled surprisingly good. He usually didn't really pay attention to it but now when the other was still fast asleep, he had a great opportunity to safely admire him. His bed would now smell like Jaehyun even if he was not there.

He turned around and leaned his head on his arms to be able to look at the other. Jaehyun looked so peaceful in his sleep. He reached his hand to the other's face and traced his fingertips lightly on his cheek. He had never before done that to him.

It was weird. Everything that Jaehyun did to him had so much impact on him. The other had somehow partly cured him even without actually meaning to do so. He wasn't so afraid of everything anymore and he didn't freak out when Jaehyun touched him. But it was just Jaehyun. He didn't think he'd be okay to touch anyone else because he didn't even like the idea of seeing Jaehyun touching someone else than him.

Taeyong changed his position back to the way it had previously been but then he felt the other's arm around his waist moving a bit. Jaehyun sighed which he felt as a puff in his hair. He was probably waking up. "Jaehyun?"

Taeyong heard him groaning before he was pushed away from the other. The blond didn't like that so he tried shuffling back closer. Jaehyun was unmoving again and it was boring.

"I'll just go make breakfast then," he sighed and climbed over the sleeping one to get out of the bed but before he managed to reach the floor, he was pulled back again. Now he was completely laying on top of Jaehyun. His other hand was around his waist and the other one on his ass, keeping the blond down. Taeyong felt heat growing on his cheeks.

"Don't go anywhere yet," Jaehyun's whispered with his hoarse morning voice. He gazed Taeyong's blushed face closely. "You're so beautiful even in the morning."

The blond tried to pull himself up but Jaehyun groped his ass to keep him still and making him blush even more. "Stop that."

"No, I know you like it, kitty," Jaehyun did it again and the other hid his face in the crook of his neck. Taeyong was okay with it but he still thought it was very embarrassing. Jaehyun's other hand moved down too and the blond breathed in sharply. One cold hand slipped in his sweatpants and boxers. The skin contact caused the boy shiver and groan.

Then they heard the door opening. Taeyong rolled off the other quickly and pulled the covers up properly. He glanced at the door to see the woman standing there in shock. He cursed internally.

"Mom..."