HIS TOUCH || JAEYONG

Chapter 23 changes

Jaehyun should be glad that whatever he and Taeyong were didn't have more effect in the other's life now that they should be nothing anymore. For some reason he didn't feel as relieved as he should. He should not be wanting to go there and tell him how much he wanted him back and then kiss him senseless.

When he first started tease and mess around with Taeyong, his only goal had been to get to have sex with the boy. Never could he have imagined that that he'd actually grow feelings for him. He didn't even know that he was actually capable of feeling something like that. He started to put Taeyong's comfort over his own and even just seeing him made his day better. He had really been hurt and didn't want to believe it when he found who Taeyong was to his sister.

He looked around the corner and noticed that Taeyong was now walking in his direction. Ji-Eun had went the other way. He looked at the boy wearing a hood over his head closely and then noticed a small smile on his lips. So he actually knows how to smile.

He hid around the corner again when the other got closer. Taeyong didn't even notice him when he walked past him, probably too deep in thoughts. Jaehyun wanted to reach out his hand and stop him from walking away. He wanted to do it so bad...so he did it.

He pushed the boy against the cold concrete wall and he managed to notice the surprise in the other's wide eyes before he connected their lips in a heated kiss. He lifted his hands tenderly on the boy's cheeks and pushed his body against the smaller one. He kissed him as gently as he could and Taeyong melted in the kiss immediately moving his lips the same way. He caressed the soft cheeks with his thumbs while the other's arms crept around his back and clutched his shirt with trembling hands.

The kiss was desperate but so sweet that Jaehyun couldn't even believe why he enjoyed such a kiss that much. He was brought back to reality when he felt something wet on the boy's cheeks. He pulled back, despite not wanting to, to see the brown orbs gazing at him. He noticed the pained expression he was wearing and he hated that it was because of him.

Jaehyun wiped the tears gently away with his thumbs.

"Don't cry..." he whispered and just then noticed what the boy was hiding under his hood. His hair, which used to be blond, was now raven colored, the same as Jaehyun's. His bangs also seemed longer, falling on his teary eyes. He might look different but in Jaehyun's eyes he was still the same person he deeply cared for.

"Taeyong...I lo-" Jaehyun froze and shut his mouth to prevent the accident from happening. He nearly told the boy something he wasn't even aware of himself. Maybe he had only been too caught in the moment as he suddenly wanted to show the other how much he actually means for him.

Jaehyun's hands dropped and he took a step away from the boy. Taeyong had stopped crying and was then staring at him with so hurtful eyes. Before he could say anything, Jaehyun walked quickly away leaving him without explanations.

That hurt. It hurt so much. Taeyong let the tears fall again. Jaehyun had used him again. Why was he so weak and couldn't bring himself to refuse anything the other did to him? How could he even kiss him like that and then leave without explanations?

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"Jungwoo, I did something terrible," Jaehyun found his friends after having looked for them around the school. He hugged Jungwoo out of the blue needing someone to comfort him. He was scared of the foreign things a particular person made him feel.

"Tell me," He heard Jungwoo sighing but then he was pulled away from him.

"Don't touch my boyfrie-"

"Lucaas~" Then he hugged the taller surprising both of his friends. Jaehyun usually wasn't the one to act like that.

"Hey, why are you acting like this?" Jungwoo asked and Jaehyun squeezed Lucas tighter making sure he couldn't slip away. He turned his head on Lucas' chest to Jungwoo.

"I accidentally almost told Taeyongie the L-word in the heat of the moment..."

"What? Really?!" Both of them shouted at the same time and Lucas got himself free from Jaehyun's grasp. He looked down in embarrassment.

"Our little Jaehyunie has finally grown up!" Lucas teased and patted his head.

"I said ALMOST and ACCIDENTALLY!!" Jaehyun slapped the hand away.

"Hold on, if you say that then it means you ran away?" Jungwoo reasoned and Jaehyun nodded shyly.

"How much more stupid can you get? If you can say it in the heat of a moment then don't you think it means something?" Lucas nodded his head approving in everything his boyfriend was telling Jaehyun.

"I don't know... but I do know that Taeyong doesn't think the same way about me, I heard him say that just a while ago," He lifted his eyes up to see the both of them looking him with raised eyebrow.

"Dude, you just admitted that you're in love with that boy," Jaehyun jaw fell open but before he could protest, he caught a sight of someone walking towards them in the corner of his eye.

"Oh Jaehyun, I was just looking for you. I want you to know that mom and dad are expecting you to join to the dinner tomorrow night. Wear something nice, not a suit but no jeans either. You better be there," Ji-Eun patted his shoulder and then walked past him. Jaehyun had already decided that he would just skip.

"Oh and Taeyong will be there too," She turned around to say that and Jaehyun was then twice as confused. Why would Taeyong need to join them to a family dinner? He felt conflicted. He really didn't want to see his parents but if the certain person would be there, that was a whole different story.

"Bro. Good luck with that," Lucas hit his back wishing him good luck and Jaehyun choked. He usually got angry and bashed him for doing that but now the only thing in his mind was Taeyong.

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//Black haired Taeyong it is