HIS TOUCH || JAEYONG

Chapter 40 betrayal

After school on Monday, Taeyong went to Ten's place as they needed to work on their school project again. Taeyong was trying to concentrate the best he could but sometimes his thoughts unconsciously wandered to the day before. He couldn't believe that certain someone still had so huge effect on him. Just the mere thought of him looking that way back at him, made him shiver all over again.

"You look really stiff...and tired," Ten suddenly looked up from the book. Taeyong shifted nervously in the chair beside the other.

"Do I? I didn't really sleep last night," He played with the pencil.

"I can see that but you should try to relax sometimes, your shoulders look really stiff," Taeyong pressed his hands in between his shoulder blades and felt how tight his back muscles actually were.

"Yeah you're right. How did you even notice?" He moved his hands away from his shoulders but then felt another pair placed there carefully. He turned abruptly on his side to face the other.

"Can I?" Ten asked hopefully, his hands on still on the other's shoulders. Taeyong was hesitant at first but when Ten pressed his thumbs exactly in the right place, he knew how much he needed the massage.

"Okay sure," He turned his back fully to the other, sitting sideways on the chair. He missed the winner smile on Ten's lips.

Ten moved his hands firmly on the area between his shoulder blades and upper on his shoulders and nape making sure that no muscle was left untouched. He felt how the other gradually relaxed so he added more pressure.

"Ow!" Taeyong cried out loud and shifted away from his hands. He had somehow managed to find a very stiff spot that needed to be relieved.

"Sorry, the pain will go away soon. I'll be more careful," He touched his shoulders again now more tenderly. He moved his chair closer too to have better access or, whatever, just because of his selfish reasons. Seeing Taeyong squirm under his touch made him feel things.

"Ah-" His heart almost stopped. Shit. Taeyong just moaned, didn't he? He felt blush reaching on his cheeks, then Taeyong did it again.

"Ten- Ten stop, please," Taeyong had noticed what he had just done there. It had just felt too good and relieving so he couldn't suppress his voice. He didn't want his friend to freak out but the hands never left his shoulders even when he asked nicely.

He turned around in his seat and Ten's hands stopped. He was startled with the close distant between their faces. When did he get that close? Ten was looking at him weirdly again.

"Um...Ten?" Before he realised what was happening, Ten leaned even closer. Taeyong was trapped in the chair now as he was sitting between the other's arms. He was taken by a surprise when the other tilted his on the side and pressed his lips firmly on his.

He had missed soft kisses like this when Jaehyun wasn't here to give them for him but having his best friend's lips on his own, felt just too weird. Why was he even kissing him?

"What the hell?!!" As if he had just realised what was happening, he pushed Ten harshly and falling from the chair himself as process. He stared wide-eyed at him from the floor and tried to get himself together. He felt tears stinging in the back of his eyes and he trembled visibly. "Why did you do that?!"

"I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, it just happ-"

"Fuck you! You wanted to advantage of me just because you know I'm gay!" Taeyong got up from the floor and started packing his things quickly. He had planned to stay the night as his mom was not home for two days but that was out of the question now.

"N-no I wouldn't-" He felt his chest tighten as he realised what mess he had just created. He had never even planned to get that close to the other. Never had he even allowed himself to think about kissing Taeyong. Now he might've ruined their friendship forever.