Stuff I think of at 3:00am

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Ian: Draws a smile on my mask (Just a meowy boy, he always used to smile)

Ian: It chips off (He was cheerful and happy for a short while.)

Ian: ... (Now hes older things are getting colder, lifes not what he thought he wish someone would of told him)

Ian: Walks over to Vg "I'm sad" (He told you he was down)

Vg: Shrugs "lol idc" (You let it slip by)

Ian: ... Tapes my heart together :) (So from then on he kept it on the inside)

Ian: Looks in the mirror "I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright" (He told himself he was alright) Upper part of face scribbled out with LIES written on it (but he was telling white lies, cant you tell?) Tears stream down face (Look at his dull eyes)

L: Asleep

Ian: Under the bed covering my mouth, tears rolling down face (Tried to stop himself from crying almost every night but he knew there wasnt a chance of feeling alright)

Ian: Puts on 2 jackets (Summer came by all he wore was long sleeves)

Gertrudis: "Your arm?"

Ian: Blood leaking through ! ZOoM (But those cuts on his arm were bleeding through you see) 

Ian: Looks in the mirror, tears rolling down cheeks, ears down ... (He knew he was depressed) Wipes the tears and sticks my ears up :D (Didnt want to) Ears drop back down D': (admit it..)

Ian: Hanging out with the fam, faking a laugh ^^ (He lied to fit in and everyone seemed to miss it)

Ian: (He carried on like a soldier with a battle wound) Helps Gee with homework (Helping others while his body gets consumed)

Ian: Sitting at the dinner table ... (He had 0 friends at home, all alone he sat)

Gertrude: "What are those cuts?" (And if someone were to notice)

Ian: ..... " I got into a fight with a cat" Embaressed pose (he would blame a cat)

Gertrude: "Alright." Walks away

Ian: ... Faceplants into the table (but those cuts on his arm they were no mistake)

L: In the background holding a sign that says "LIES" with a triggered expression (But nobody cared enough to save him from his self hate)

Ian: Holds my arm (Things were going down,  never really up, and here he is now stuck in this stupid loop) Idea ... (He knew exactly what he had to do next)

Ian:  Stares ..... (Just pop off that lid and pour the pills down the hatch)

Ian: Writing a note, tears falling on it, hand shaking (He wrote a letter with his hand shaking violently "LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS KITTY?!")

Ian: Wipes a tear ... (but he knew his family wasnt the ones to blame, it was the world and Vg that made him bow down in shame)

Ian: Sits on the floor and opens the bottle ... (He sat on the floor and unscrewed the cap, just dont think; "It'll all be over soon.") Pours the pills down and raises my mask ...... (The overdose did the thing) .... bleh (Its all over all gone, now hes greeting death)

L: Knocks "Ian ya in here?" (His boy walks in) ...... Falls to knees and just stares ....... (And falls down to the floor, and now nothing can take back on what he just saw)

L: "Ian!" (The love of his life is just sitting there, empty bottle of pills and a note with care)

L: ... Grabs the note and unfolds it (He sees the note and unfolds it with care) ..... Starts to cry (ALL HE DOES IS STARE HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?!)

L: Tears rolling down face ..... (He starts to read as the tears fall down his face)

Ian: An angel, can't be seen I'm sorry L, but this game just ain't my place.

Ian: I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in, I've come to realize this world is full of sin.

Ian: Theres nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space, I've got no reason to stay here in this awful race. STOP CONTROLLING MY tHouGhTs!!!

Ian: Its a disgrace, I was misplaced, made at the wrong time, and in the wrong place.

Ian: Its okay though---

Vg: Making him a file ' v '

Ian: ! NO Cause you'll see me soon! get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head-- You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon.

Ian: Wipes his tears As it shines bright throughout the night, and remember everyone is facing their own fight

Ian: Grabs my arm but I cant deal with the pain I'm not a fighter

Ian: You'll make it through the night

L: Drops the note, buries face in hands

Ian: Hugs Just hug your pillow tighter!

Ian: Just let the world know that I died in vain, cause the world around me was the one to blame. STOP!

Ian: And I know in a year you'll  forget I'm gone, cause I'm not really something to be swelled on

Ian: That's what they used to tell me, all the villains at home, so I'm going by the law of majority rules

Ian: My presence in this game is not needed any longer, and if anything.

Ian: Hugs him I hope this makes you stronger... please--- STOP!

Ian: Your the best friend that I ever had, such a shame I had to make you so very sad. Just remember that you meant everything to me

Ian: Makes a heart with my hands And to my heart your the only one who held the key

Ian: The shape breaks ...Now it's time for me to go I'm running out of space to write, and yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight

Ian: Starting to fade NO!!!! I'm watching over you from the clouds above, sending down the purest and whitest dove, to watch over you and be your helpful eye.

Ian: So this is it game.

Ian: Fades away goodbye...