Vent book

I Still Love You. (Positive Vent?)

I can't really say this person's name in the chapter. But I can say that I know them in person, if my close friends are reading this and know about this situation then you might probably know about it. Other than that though, let's just call them Ai because I don't even know.

Ai, I Still Love You. I know that it's too late for you to go back now and like you've said you can't take the shit that you've said and done back. Even after all of the horrible shit you had done to my mother and the others including me myself just to entertain him, I will still love you.

Mom may not forgive or trust you, but I know that she loves you. I hope for the best of you but I can't forgive or trust you either. None of us can actually but we still love you. You're going to have to earn that trust and forgiveness back, it might be a low chance that you will though after everything that you've done.

Even though you're part of the reason why I ended up in THAT state which was months ago, and have him put more stress on me by watching me do all the work while you and mom were gone..I hope for the best of you.

I just hope that you and the others will make up. And that everything will eventually be okay. And I hope for the best of you. I hope that you realize what you had done was fucked up and that you learn from the mistakes that you've foolishly made that weren't necessary Ai.

If they decide give you a second chance, don't fuck it up. You're better than this. I know that you are. And as I've said before, even if it's a low possibility to make up for what you've done then at least try instead of doing nothing. It's better to try instead of doing just nothing.

As for your older daughter Ai, I unfortunately can't forgive her either and maybe not ever. After everything my mom had done for you and even stuck her back out for you and only for you to treat her like trash just because they did it. That's pretty low of you. Very low. I dislike people who do that shit. They're in 2nd place for types of people that I dislike other than liars.

You're all bark but no bite, which makes me even more mad. Stop fucking barking and just bite. I'd at least have some respect for you if you'd just be honest instead of lying and hiding behind a curtain. All I can say is that I hope you've learned from your mistakes as well.

Now..as for him. You? I will never forgive you. And I hope that Ai snaps out of it and realizes who you truly are and leaves you for good. It's all your fault. You started everything since the day that I've gotten here just for fun and to be a jackass and cause drama between us. I hope that you leave Ai's life. You're no good for her and you're nothing. You bring nothing but negative energy and stuff. And..whatever comes to you in your life for this, I hope that it hits you hard. And I hope that you get it through that fucking thick dense skull of yours. You piece of low dirt shit.

..Other than that though..I hope all three of you learn and are truly sorry after whatever hits you hard in life. Especially him since he needs it and started this. I might be rambling on and stuff and may not make any sense but I just needed to get this off of my chest.

Other than that..let's just hope that today will be okay. Even if there's things that I'm stressed about, I feel good right now. And let's hope that it just stays that way for today ♡