This is one thing that I need to work on. But, if you don't know me I tend to cry quite a bit..and by a bit, I mean by getting yelled at, scolded, or feeling hurt from something. If you don't cry much then hey, lucky you!
It. Fucking. Sucks.
I don't know how many times I've gotten mad at myself for not being able to hold my tears in and making myself look like a damn fool, I always try but my damn eyes just seem like a faucet.
Now if you're talking about people who talk shit to me? Pff, yeah I'll admit that stuff used to make me cry a bit and get to me and at one point last year I was frustrated at the beginning of my relationship and cried a bit from someone,
But guess what? I don't give one flying fuck about people like that. They only piss me off and make me laugh nowadays, but with other people who I love getting mad or scolding me and stuff?
Hah, my eyes won't be able to control themselves depending on how bad it is or how I feel. It's annoying though because I try forcing myself to stop yet I can't,
I just look like a weak dependent damn baby from it too and I hate it a lot. Especially if I'm hurt, it sucks.
My shoulders just go up a bit and it makes me lay down on my side while I struggle to hold back all of my tears. It sucks ass.
Ugh, I just hope that I can stop crying so damn much over some stuff though. I hate it and hate how it makes me look like a little stupid baby..
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Random(6/13/18) Welcome to where I vent out stuff!! This might be posted a lot since I'm a person that vents a lot and needs to get a life!! This will include stories/small stories, my nightmares or me doing a story about them, drawings, rants (?), me fli...
