Vent book

Moving Soon

I'm not very open about this and more towards the people who I trust about this, but this is a positive vent. Soon, I'm not even exactly sure when..

We're going to move out. I can't get into details about it but let's just say I'm moving somewhere better than the place I'm at now. I kind of feel a bit sad though.

Not because of moving away in the house I'm at, no. I'm happy about that. But I won't be able to talk to my friends and lover as much once I move probably, and I can talk to them a lot with where I'm at since my mom is gone a lot with my brother.

That's fine though if I can't talk much because I need to do this. It's like with school, there are some things that I don't enjoy doing yet I need to do it in order to get up to the things that I desire for in life and need to reach up to. That requires doing crap I don't like or want to do.

Meaning that includes moving somewhere better but smaller, is what I have to do. The people who I'm living with right now aren't so nice people you'd want to be around.

They're like attention whores in a way, trying to make a problem and drama when nothing is wrong. I can't go too detail into it, like I've said. But I can't wait to be out of here, and..

Even if these people were mean to me and all, and even if they treat me like dirt..in the end they got what they've wanted. Both of us have.

We're leaving, and they don't have to have us "bother" them anymore even if we never did anything to them. We aren't seeing them after this though. Ever.

I may be friendly to these people, of course. Because I'm not the type of person to be shitty and wish mean things upon anyone even if I get angry, no matter how harsh they've treated me and what bad things that they've wished to do to me or happen towards me.

But I'll remember what you've done, and I used to think people could change if I gave them another chance over and over again..the thing is, I learned that they don't though. So I won't let that happen to me ever again and will remember.

All I have to say, is that I'm happy it's going to be better for all of us and that all of us in the house got what we've wanted, even if I'll miss talking a lot to my group of friends and boyfriend..

Hopefully things will get way better than here though.