I'm Only Me.

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i can't be everything someone wants.
i'm me, i make mistakes and i have flaws.
i'm not perfect and i mess up.
why is it that i always feel at fault?
i have to question every move i make and every word i say.
i can't even be trusted for who knows why.
i try again and again and again but it's never enough.
i don't get it and i probably never will.
i won't leave unless told to.
i won't give up unless someone gives up first.
i don't open up, so when i do? it's a HUGE deal for me.
i'm a beaten down abandoned house whose walls are still up after all this time bc i can believe that i'll make it another day, no matter who leaves or who stays.
i'm not being knocked down again.
why should i be sorry about it?

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