"when you let your guard go
when you let your heart fall
when it starts to hurts, oh
that's when you get a little colder"
we grow cold hearted after a while. we get tired of a lot.
we get tired of giving too many chances. we get tired of giving in.
we get tired of trying to love. we get tired of trying to fix things.
it comes down to the fact that we get so tired of fighting for everything, we even let our demons stay in that extra room in our mind's hotel for another week.
when that happens, we grow used to it. we get used to being let down. we get used to people leaving. we get used to knowing people will backstab us. we expect it.
it's tiring to give 100 and not even receive 50. isn't it supposed to be 50/50?
weren't my letter enough? wasn't my soul enough for you? was it ever enough?
being cold isn't a blessing, honestly. not being able to really feel or express anything is fucking horrible. it feels like you're watching everything from the outside. you can never fully get things across and you seem like an ass all the time. nothing feels real.
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Non-Fictionit's weird, letting out this story. but the only way i wanna do this is through writing, not speaking. so, just read on to learn why sometimes, emotions either make a monster of people or being out the best in them. i'm here for anyone who needs the...
