Journey To Rabbit Hole

Part 6 ( Allow Me)

Third's Person POV

At 8 pm, Beam just ate his dinner. He called for food delivery. Simple phad thai. With money he have for now he need to plan well his daily expenses.

Beam sigh.

He scrolled his social media account Facebook. 3 weeks has passed since last time he open it. Lot of notification, a girls tagging him on their account. A girls that looking for him.

He smirks.

Goodbye my Casanova life Beam thought.

He searching for His mother name. Not found. There is no Grace Vongviphan.

Then scrolled down again on his FB feeds. He saw familiar face.

He smile, his mother post new status just few hours ago. His mother indeed happy. Have a new families. The picture showed enough.

You should be happy from now onward Mom...congrats Mom. Congrats Mrs. Grace. Beam cried. Again. The reality hit him. He has no one. His name now should be only Beam Baramee?. No more surname?. He is all alone.

No one heard. No one know. No one there for him. He cried.

His eyes are swollen. Already passed 9.30pm he should go now to the club. He still need to do his plan.

" I should be happy tonight. I deserved it. Right?  " Beam asking himself.

Beam wear his white jacket. Put the flower inside his jacket, on the pocket inside his jacket. No card. Self delivery.

***

While at the Bar Club, Engineering gangs already there since 9pm. They came earlier.
But Beam not yet arrive.

"You think he will come? " Frank ask Forth.

"He will... he is Beam. A man of his word " Forth said.

Lam smirk " Casanova... he will come... Friday night guys, he will... "

Forth gulps his beer. Almost 10 pm. Where are you Beam. Forth sigh.

Since they enter their 2nd year, lot of thing had happened. Thing with Medic gangs. The trio. Last year Campus moon,Phana. This new semester, since Nong Wayo.

Forth does not like Wayo in romantic way. He just wanna fuck him.One night stand. Wayo is his type. Cute boy.

But then Forth realized that Wayo love Phana. Then he know that Wayo like Phana long long time ago. That when Forth decided to make Phana suffer a bit.

Forth get in Phana way. He always around Wayo. Forth that time just testing the water. Tried to make Phana admit his feeling for Wayo. Phana being jerk when he keep hurting Wayo. Make Forth on rage. Just then Phana admit it. After that competition of moons and stars done. Phana and Wayo become official. But Phana always think that Forth love Wayo.

They no longer drinking buddies. They stop. Almost one month already. Even if they still, Beam not always around too. He always got lucky somewhere. This happen during their 1st year too.

Now Forth is curious. The only person that almost fit the criteria of sender the most is Beam.

Forth never thought the roses make him stress. Put himself in hassle.

Forth always received so many gift, almost every weekday. Especially, from his junior.
But to get 1 stem of white roses 5 days on row was something new for Forth. No one does that before.

1 stem of roses have a special meaning beside it. Forth knew that. That fact make him curious to know who is the sender.

It is Beam...? Or not Beam... but then who?