Journey To Rabbit Hole

Part 16 ( Wind )

Beam's POV

Everything happened so fast. My love life. I courted him not even 2 weeks he become my boyfriend. 5 day in row i send him the roses. Then Officialy courted him on day 6 and a week has passed. Before i realized it when and how, i courted him, flirted with him. The first time we kissed, then we become boyfriend at the same day.
It is so fast. So fast that i am afraid that the ending our love life is... something that i...sighed.

I can't even imagine it. Will us be Ok? Can we stay like this and make it last?.

Even the love stories you all read in the novel or in the lakorn you had saw. It ain't happen that fast. But my love is.

3 months has passed. Can i say that our relationship just fine?, because it is. It might not like a perfect rainbow which you can see all 7 colors beaming. But at least it is seem like a rainbow, that is what i felt what i saw.

I would not saying that he is perfect. But he is. Perfect on his own way. Perfect that might be difference if you want to compare him with what you found on those dictionary or philosophy.

If you looking for the weakness of our love life. We do have. We still have that weekend thing. It come from me.

Sometime i spend my full weekend cuddle, to be in his embrace, together with him. There is time i am not with him, when i need to worked.

The secrets i have keep away from him. Would you said that i am coward because i keep thing from him?. You may. Because i am that coward man that still fighting with myself everyday, to debate what is wrong to waited for a while and what is good for telling him sooner.

When i said our love life is so sweet. You may said it is not. But i tell you. It is sweet. It might not good as the dessert that i had after every time we have our dinner. Not that sweet as strawberry flavour candy that you know it has sour taste after you take it more than 4 pcs. Not that i compare it with sugar. That would be too much.

Not that perfect as rainbow, because sometime when you saw the rainbow but the color is faded. Not that sweet as dessert, candy nor sugar. But it melted in mouth. Our love is like that. My Forth is. The mistake was mine. The not perfect one is me. I have my flaw. A scar. And still, i don't want to let go.

And here i am at the mall. My two best friends drag me here at Siam Paragon. Our class got cancelled this evening. After lunch with Forth at his faculty rushing back to my faculty only to find out the class is adjourned. But i don't mind to spend with them, with Pha and Kit.

But the thing is, they have gone 30 minutes and i don't know which store they going at. They just left me here at my favourite place Cold Stone which i can eat my dessert.

Damn it Pha, Kitty... i feel like a kid that abandoned by his parents at the mall child care because they love sales so much that they feel burden by tagging me to the store and the next store and so on.

Well well, at least i have ice cream accompany me. They not even text me where they are now. Sighed.

I look down, left and right, scanning all the people at the mall, from level 4 of the mall where i stand now.

No Pha No Kitty.

But i saw someone that i know well. At the campus we pretended that we are not that close. Because she asked me to do that. She told me is better to act like usual. Just as classmate.

Third's Person POV

"Pring " Said Beam. Pring did not notice Beam were standing there. Then she smile at Beam.

"Aww Beam...who with you...alone? " Pring asked.

"No...with Pha and Kit... are you alone? " Beam asked Pring