Journey To Rabbit Hole

Part 7 ( To Survive )

Forth's POV

Seriously? Courting me? Wow... i can't believed it.

No i can't trust him. You are Casanova Beam. There is no way you suddenly changed. Now you swing this way too? You just broke a hundred of hearts. A girls that worship you.

You probably just boring because Phana and Kit got themself a boyfriend.

I will wait to see what you gonna Beam. I don't mind to have you underneath me Beam. You got some reputation. I hope you that good on bed.

The roses you send me not good enough Beam. Prove it to me.

You forgot that i am hunter Beam. But i will wait until you make a move before i hunt after you. So make my heart open to you Beam. Like you said... take care of me.

I never trust something called love. I only know sex. Let test you first na Beam. Will you really leave a girls thay always around you Beam?. Lets see that...i smirk...

I text Posh...

That video you've taken... spread it... Monday

Aye aye Boss...

You can't just leave me Beam. If this is a joke for you... you can't leave as you please... Not before i taste all your body. You make me drooling baby...

I will wait for you Beam... i will.

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Beam's POV

Sunday 11.30pm

Nothing different with the task that given to me. Do dishes and take care of the ingredients. To always keep it fresh and make sure the stock enough untill service hours done.

I like my job so far. I think i have new family right now. I like this new kind of environment. Feeling cosy and warm.

Everyone seem to be honest with me. They like me and i like them too. In the kitchen they call me ' Maknae' .

Of course i knew that word. A Korean slang. Because i am new staff in the restaurant. Also the youngest. Altho me and Pring was born on the same year. But i still younger than her by months.

This is the second weeks i been worked. Everything seem ok. I don't mind at all. I never do any part time job before. I have enough money for me to play around. Goes to hotel with my partner, for twice a weeks with different girls. A girl want me... i am not rich. But i can still bring them to 5 star hotel at least. That is me,  the old Beam Baramee Casanova.

Did i miss my old time?. I do. But not my Casanova life.

Because now i need money the most. For myself. I need money for my education. My dream job. Luxury life style. Dream house.

Buy anything i want without worried. That escort job... if i need to swallow my pride. Then i will. I need to survive. That job will pay me well.

I will do anything to meet my dream.

Why him... i can still get money from my escort job soon. But i want him too... my future plan... i am not only aiming to be his boyfriend. But husband instead. I know this is silly. But i still lot of time to courting him.  Because he is Forth. Because he is man that i admired. I trust my instinct. I choose him because of that.

For now no love involved. I see him, i want him because of my bright future with him. Thanks mom. At least you did teach me something. Like you mom. I need to survive too. I know you mom... you did not love that person... you were after his money and wealthy...now i learned it from you.