Klance fluff//angst//smut

Everythings falling apart

a lot of langst in this part🙃 had this done and thought i uploaded it- yea nope... turns out i didn't
part two of broken~

"KEITH!" i screamed, running over to him. i ran my hand over his chest before i picked him up, we all sprinted to the medical bay.

i put him in a pod quickly, it shutting right after. coran ran a couple of test, trying to figure out when he'd get out, but it would tell us.

"why did you do this...." i whispered letting a tear fall from my eye before i turned around and walked away. "lance where are you going?" i heard shiro call after me, his voice breaking. i turned around and looked at him, "nowhere."

i left the room, and went into keiths. locking the door after i went in. i looked around some before finding his jacket, more tears poring out of my eyes "please keith come back!!" i slammed my hand into the wall you can't do this to me!! you don't understand!". i pulled out his jacket, before sitting on his bed. i held it up to my face "please come back..." i whispered, before standing back up, i sat down his jacket and walked into the bathroom. i looked around, ignoring the blood on the sink and found a face mask, a top on it explaining what to do and what it was made out of. i looked around some more and found razors..

i walked back into his room and laid down on his bed, cuddling up to his jacket, "why did you do it? why did i let you!" i screamed "i could've stopped it! i knew you weren't ok! i knew you weren't going to be ok! but i didn't fucking stop you!" i screamed.

just then i heard knocking on the door "l-lance?" i heard shiros broken voice on the other side of the door. i didn't answer, "lance... come on i know y-your in there..." slowly, keiths jacket still in my arms, i got up and unlocked the door. i saw the whole team standing behind the door(obviously excluding keith) "it's not your fault lance..." shiro whispered.

"Yes it is!!" i screamed at him, "it is... i could've stopped him... but i just let him go... i could've fucking stopped him!!" tears streaming down my face, i screamed at them, turning around and laying back down.

"lance. you didn't know that he was going to hurt himself... and i know that you tried to talk to him a couple of times, i did too, but he wouldn't listen.... it's not your fault... i mean if it's any of our faults it'd be mine- and the one who wasn't able to catch him while he walked down the hallway blood dripping from his arms!"

"just.. go away guys i'll be fine." they didn't budge, so i got up and pushed them out. i shut the door and locked it, before laying back down. "hey! let us in!" i heard shiro yell, "NO GO THE FUCK AWAY!!"

i heard a sigh, "fine..." i heard receding footsteps, but could tell that someone stayed behind, "lance... can.. can you let me in? i want to help you through this..." hunks voice was hushed behind the door. slowly i opened the door, and made sure it was only hunk before letting him in.

i locked the door and sat down on the bed once again.

"i know it's hard lance.. this isn't the way to go about it... we'll help you through this all as much as we can... as much as possible... i promise lance... it's affecting us all.. and having you like this is harder as well..." he sighed and brought me into a hug, "listen.. i know you like him as more of a friend... but when he gets out... try and contain yourself.. please..."

"i... it's so hard hunk... i love him... so much... and seeing that... knowing that i could've stopped him... i just.. i can't handle it..." i sniffled.

Time skip- three months later~

i haven't been the same since keith got put in the pod, but with my friends by my side i'm doing better... but allura... she doesn't give a shit about him at all... she just straight up moved on...

i don't understand it... lately she's been hitting on me, and trying to kiss me and shit.. but i always push her away.

today's just the same- we were standing in the medical room, just me her and coran, he was checking when keith should be getting out, i was there because i wanted to know, and bad.

and allura... she was there, because of me, trying to kiss me and grab me.

she ended up grabbing my face and pulling me into a kiss right as i heard coran say "he's getting out-," but i didn't hear when he said.

i pushed allura back- i had had enough of this, "Get the hell off of me!" i yelled, "don't you understand that i don't fucking like you!? like oh my fucking god, it's so obvious who i like so why don't you just fuck off!!" i screamed at her.

"i though you liked me..." she whispered looking away.

"No i don't fucking like you!" i screamed and pushed her back a little, "i like keith!!"

i heard a gasp from behind me and turned around, i saw keith, one hand on corans shoulder, the other covering his mouth.

looking to my side i saw all the other paladins standing at the door eyes wide. my eyes started swelling up with tears, as i sprinted away, "Lance wait!" i heard keith yell from somewhere behind me but i kept running, not wanting to be embarrassed anymore than i already was.

i felt a hand on my wrist and tried so rip out of there hold but i couldn't, i looked back at them, it being hunk and fell to my knees.

i brought my hands up to my eyes and cried. "lance.. it'll be ok..."

"no *hick* no it won't!" i sobbed into my hands, "what was i gunna do now?! now everyone knows i like him- including him!!"

"lance..." i heard keiths voice and flinched.

"w-what..." i whispered, looking up from my hands at him, everyone was surround me.

"i like you too..." he whispered, looking me in the eyes.

annnd done... a ton of langist in this one 🙃