Klance fluff//angst//smut

Fuck life

⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️Self harm Suicide and some other shit⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

im not even sorry

"LEARN TO FUCKING LISTEN!!" screamed at, once again... when will it stop? "Learn to stay with us!!" just go away... tears started streaming down my face "You should just fücking kill yourself none of us fucking care about you anyways! your just the kid with no parents!! no wonder they left you!" no.... "YOUR A LET DOWN KEITH- NO ONE WILL EVER WANT YOU NO OME WILL EVER LOVE YOU!" more screamed more more and more... all merging together

"MAKE IT STOP!!!" i screamed, tugging on the restraints "STOP!!!" suddenly everything fell silent, but the restraints didn't come off, slowly i looked up "no...." i was watching my younger self... it was after shiro went missing... i was in my room a knife in my hands, knifes surrounding me. i stood up,  walking out of the room knife in hand. i left the house and slammed the knife into its holder. i was dressed and headed to the garrison "no.... please no!" i pulled on the restraints again knowing exactly what this was.

when i got there i pushed past everyone, until i stoped straight upfront of the Iverson "yes?" he asked glaring down at me... he still had both of his eyes... soon he wouldn't.. i smirked up at him before punching him square in the eye "your gunna wish you never fucking said that to me." again i smirked, he held his eye and looked at me, seeing me pull out the knife his hand dropped, both eyes locked on it "NO!!" i screamed, yanking hard on the restraints, just then it happened.. i did it... i shot my hand up and straight into his eye, starring at him for a second before removing the knife, i dropped it and ran away.

finally everything faded, and the restraints released. i jumped up from my seat and shoved past my team, tears poring out of my eyes.

i sprinted straight to my room and shut the door, laying down, hugging a pillow.

"keith..." i heard shiros voice, "you need to come back.... you need... you need to tell/show us more..." slowly i got up, he grabbed my hand and dragged me back to the room. allura taking me from him she slammed me back into the seat and closed the restraints, fear filled my eyes.

"hey keith~" james smirked looking at me, he grabbed my arm and slammed me into a locker, "what do you want to do today huh?" i just stared at him. he started laughing before pecking me on the lips, "i'll see you soon" again he smirked. i turned away and walked down the hallway whipping off my mouth. i dropped all my stuff and walked straight out the door, i walked through the field getting yelled at but i didn't care i kept going, something still in my hand. randomly i dropped it, and kept walking. suddenly from behind me there was a huge explosion, but i kept walking not turning back, a smirk on my face.

(change) i was at my house, staring at my jacket, "i miss you mom..." i whispered out before setting it down. i walked out of there and into the bathroom, i felt around until finding it-  a razor, carefully i slid it across my skin, smiling as i did so.

(change) i was now on the castle of lions, i was in the main room with everyone else, "keith- keith!" allura yelled at me. i snapped my head to her "if your not quiznaking going to listen then just leave!!" she yelled, so i turned around and walked out of the room, going to mine, tears starting to spill out of my eyes, "just do it... they won't miss you keith..." a voice that wasn't my own said "no! i won't do it!"  "do it keith. you know you want to... come on... just start with a little cut..." i walked into my bathroom and grabbed a razor, sliding it across my skin, "good... now do it again...." i did "good now deeper..." i did "good... now... bring it up to your neck..." i did "now.. c-,"  "keith! you alright man?" lance... "y-yea i'm fine!" "hey come back! allura didn't mean it- she was just gettin annoyed..." i quickly put away the razor and washed off my arms, before wrapping them and covering that with my sleeves.

just then everything went back to normal, and the restraints came off. allura ran over and went to hug me but i shoved her off, leaving the room. "keith wait!" she called after me.

i stopped dead in my tracks, "what" i growled turning around.

she walked up to me, "i'm so sorry... i didn't know that that hurt you so bad... b-but.. can i say something?"

"sure." the rest of the paladins walked out.

"i like you keith..." my eyebrows furrowed, "more than just a friend... and i have for a while.. i just didn't know what to say..." i just stared at her, until she stared leaning into me 'she's lying run... RUN SHES LYING!!' my mind screamed at me, so i did just that, i whipped around and ran away, stopping haft way down the hallway i looked back "oh and by the way! i don't like you! i like someone else!" before i cared on running back to my room.

i walked into my bathroom, "ima do this before they end up checking on me..." i grabbed all my razors and then my knifes, before running out of my room. i ran to the lion hanger before i dropped everything, i ripped off my shirt and jacket, before picking up a razor. i cut into my skin, starting to draw a picture on my chest, after that i moved on to my arms, taking off my pants i put a design on my legs, some on my face. then lastly i grabbed my knife and put it to my throat, by now all of the lions were roaring, but i knew they would all be to late, not knowing where i was. i slit my throat, falling backwards, the roaring stopped, my sight started going black slowly. "i'm sorry.."

heh sorry i'm just being real angsty these past couple today i guess

ahh i'm up at four am... wrote this in a hour... crying.... at four— almost five am.... yay so like this explains why it's so bad...