Klance fluff//angst//smut

How could you!?

au where when lance told keith he should've just stayed away, he left.
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"Keith you ran away. you should've just stayed away." lance growled at me, i turned away, "if being a paladin is so annoying for you then you would have crashed against that galra ship a long time ago!! but no, lotor had to show up! everything would be better if we didn't have to deal with an impulsive, grumpy, risky, and hotheaded leader like you!"

i closed my eyes, connecting with my lion, breaking away from everyone's hold, opening my eyes, upfront of me was my lion. "then i'll just go. and then YOU can be the fucking leader." i moved to get inside of black, tears streaming down my face.

"keith-!" i heard hunk call from behind me

"what." i growled looking back. seeing all of the other lions coming.

"d-don't... leave... i didn't mean it keith.. please..." but i just turned back around and got in my lion, i left.

i actually did it... i left... i left them all.. just... just like i did with everyone else.

i ripped off my helmet and threw it to the ground, screaming. i slammed my hands down on the controls, we were just going, i had no idea where. "i always do this! i can never fucking stay!!!" i screamed at myself, tears still streaming down my face.

i walked away from the controls and looked around the cockpit, i ripped off my armor, before dropping to my knees. i felt something hit the lion and looked out, seeing red, "go around him..." i whispered, but black slowed down, i growled and walked over to my controls.

i grabbed my helmet and put it on, "what." i growled into the mic, not wanting to talk to him at all.

"keith please! i didn't mean it! i was just being stupid... please...."

"i don't fucking care." i ripped off my helmet throwing it again before flying away, he caught up with me again but i dodged him, and ended up flying through time way quicker than normal. i couldn't see lance anymore.... it was like i was.... disappearing..

"Fuck!" i walked away from the controls. i grabbing a bra from the little both things we had. "They dont know me at all!" i screamed, slamming the box shut. i set it down on the box and stared at it.

suddenly black shook, and when i looked at the screen i realized that i was being attacked, "FUCK!" i quickly put my armor on, grabbing my helmet i slid it on. i sprinted to the controls and started shooting back, not knowing what to do, "fuck fuck fuck fuckedy fuck fuck-," i was just stuttering out nonsense until i heard pidges voice.

"How the hell!?" she yelled, i froze and so did my lion. "keith!? keith why isn't your lion moving!?"

"c-can't... i... breath...." i stuttered out. she got in a video call with me, i was scratching at my chest, "can't.... breath!!" i ripped off my chest plate unzipping the body suit.

"guys! surround his lion! now keep him protected!" pidge yelled, before turning off her com- to where i could only hear her, "keith... take it off.. now!" i ripped off my helmet before ripping my binder off, grabbing my bra from the ground i slid it on. "good... can you put your armor back on??"

"no..." i whispered. she sighed.

"for now just put your body suit back on, i'll make you something so that you don't have to wear the binder in fights." i nodded, and she turned her coms back on.

i slid my bodysuit back on and put on my helmet, "is he ok yet!? we need to form voltron!!" hunk yelled.

"Yea i'm good!" we all shot up, but it wouldn't form. "fuck..."