Klance fluff//angst//smut

Broken

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i look around the place. empty and destroyed 'why did it end this way? i thought he loved me... but i guess it was all just the same as the last... fake.. all fake. i'll never let myself fall again...'

2 years later~

We were all sitting in the living room, well... i was standing but same difference. i keep finding myself looking over at lance, i don't understand why... why do i get so mad when he's with the princess...? i don't understand...

you see it's been so long since the last time i let someone in. Shiro was the only one who really understood me... him and my father. my mom had to leave when i was just a baby- but i never got the full reason why. well not until i found out that i was half galra.

"hey keith! why don't you join in the game!?" lance yelled at me. i looked at him and thought for a second, before turning around and leaving the room.

"what the fuck" i cussed under my breath, "why the hell cant i just be normal..." i felt tears falling down my face.

"keith! wait!" i turned and looked at lance, his eyes widened.

"go away!" i yelled, voice breaking. Turning back around i sprinted down the hallway, before sliding down a wall. I hid my head in my hands "why can't i be normal... why did i have to fall for him why couldn't i have just not...." i cried harder, "fucking james.... i hate myself for missing him- why! why can't he get out of my head!!" i screamed slamming my hands into the ground.

i was breathing heavy, tears still streaming down my face "GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!" i screamed, before i got up and ran to the lions. I ran straight(pffft) to red, no i don't pilot her anymore but she knows everything about me, and we still talk so idc. "red...." she purred, bringing her head down to me, "please... i... i... i need to sleep.. clear my head... but i just can't!" i put my hands on her head, before resting my forehead on her, "i can't do this anymore red! i just.. i cant!!!" i screamed, more tears falling.

she whimpered, "no red... i won't hurt myself again... i.. i won't let myself..." i started shaking, she whimpered(you need to sleep, again, "i know... i know..." she purred at me, so i walked over to her paw and laid down, she laid her head right by me and started purring, soothing me to sleep.

(lances pov)

i ran around looking for keith, i didn't know which direction he went, after searching for a bit i heard someone screaming, i went to investigate but didn't see anyone. i searched around the place for a bit before deciding to go see red, hoping that maybe she could help find him. but when i got there i was in for a big surprise. i saw keith laying down with red, fast asleep, dry tears on his face.

i shot up breathing heavy, "Fuck!" i yelled, before hearing movement. i looked around, eyes landing on lance, staring at me.

"keith..? you ok??" he slowly walked over to me.

"yea. i'm fine." i stood up and pat red on the side of her face, she purred(tell him.. he'll understand) "no!" i yelped.

klance looked at him confused, "n-nothing..." i quickly ran away. i slowed down and walked into my room, going straight(pfffttttt) to the bathroom, and washed my face.

i would never tell the ready of the team but i use this face mast, it's made up of Avocado which is extremely hydrating, cocoa which is an excellent skin-soothing antioxidant, and honey which is antibacterial and anti-inflammatory. i was surprised when i saw that they had these at the space mall but i'm glad they did.

i dried off my face before putting it on, going back into my room to let it dry. after about 4 minutes i heard someone knock on my door and freaked out, i still had 6 minutes left, "uh— who's there?" i called out.

"it's shiro- i'm coming in ok?"

"wai-," he opened the door, so i jumped up and ran to the bathroom, 5 more minutes.. "what do you want shiro?"

"i want to talk to you." i sighed and called out, "can't you come back later?"

"no keith. now come out here." 3 more minutes... "uhmm... no."

"why not?" he was standing right outside of the door. i didn't answer. he jingled the doorknob, finding that it was locked. "keith come out." his voice was demanding but i didn't listen. times up. i washed off the face mask, before opening my cabinet. i know i told her i wouldn't but i can't help it... i'm sorry red... i heard a roar, and cut my arm, whimpering as i did so, i did it again, and again, and again. He did it, he slammed the door open. i looked him in the eye and sliced my arm again. "No...." i whispered before pushing past him, blood dripping from my arm. he followed, i turned around and looked at him, "go. away." before i turned back around, walking out of my room, and down the hall to the lions. the razor gripped tight in my hand. "i can't do this anymore." i walked into the lion hanger, all the lions roared. i sliced my wrist, cut from my shoulder to the tips of my fingers, taking off my shirt, i carved "sorry" into it, before cutting all around it. all the lions roaring, everyone sprinted in the room, just in time to hear me say "i let myself fall again... now i'll never be able to again..." and see me smile before i collapsed.

sorry.....